Hermione's POV
I woke up in the same old bedroom. Huh? But, wasn't I outside? Oh, right, I passed out. Someone must have taken me back here. Must have been Mark. Just then, I saw a familiar figure hovering around. I sigh. It's the doctor.
"Oh Ms Granger you are up! How foolish of you to get out of the house!" The doctor scolded.
I seriously didn't want to hear him. What did he expect me to do? Be room-ridden for my whole life?! Never. So what if I got out?
"MS GRANGER!!!"
His voice shook me out of my thoughts .
"So, as I was saying, did you cough out blood?"
I nodded.
"Well, that's it. You have blood cancer. And let me tell you, blood cancer is not easy to survive."
I sighed.
"And more bad news, since we could not diagnose this earlier because you did not show any early symptoms, you are nearing the later stages."
Got it.
"So, you have to go through your chemotherapy, radiation therapy and surgery fast."
Uh oh
"It's not really a good idea."
So do I die?
"So there's a 80% chance that you are going to die. I honestly think there's no hope left. I mean, it's going to cost a lot and you don't have that much money left..."
I was going to die.
"Well, that's all I can say. I am really sorry."
With that, the doctor left.
I just couldn't believe it. My life was practically going to end. I was so right...from the start.
*moments of silence*
*turning to anger*
*fully angry*
REALIZATION STRUCK ME. I WAS RIGHT FROM THE START THAT I WAS GOING TO DIE. AND IT WAS JUST THE START OF TODAY THAT I STARTED TO BELIEVE IN LIES.
LIES.
Mark.
He told me.
He told me lies.
He told me lies. And gave me false hope....
False hope I should not have let myself to believe into, because the truth comes out... in the end
And lies hurt when you realize that it's not true. And it feels so wrong to live life when you are living it based on lies.
Lies are false hopes.
And when you let yourself realize that you were lying to yourself, it does not feel good. All the "hopes" are broken. Because they are fragile. Because the lies make them so.
They were vanished hopes from the start. And I only had one person to blame.
Mark
