Smile Through Tears (JB X Reader)

Not Allowed To Date

  (Jae Bum's P.O.V)

she blinked after a while and stood up , i stood up too still confused , missing her in my arms.
"w-what are you doing here?" i asked .
" i-i'm a trainee " she stuttered blushing.
" Y/n why did you take so- . oh JB " Jiyeon said coming toward us.
" hi " i said .
" oh my god what's wrong with her? she is blushing?" she said .
" nothing " she said quickly .
" okay let's go we're gonna be late " she said and bowed to me smiling and i bowed back.
" b-bye " she said and i gave her a weak smile waving .

i couldn't explain my feeling , i was shocked but very happy. we were in the same company was something i can't believe .
i went back to our practice room smiling like an idiot not able to stop my fast heartbeat .

" JaeBum you came back , okay we are going to help the trainees today in practicing , we have to test them" the manager said .
i nodded still smiling .

we went to the big practice room .

and then one of the girls turned around and my heart sopped!! Y/n was there too!
" okay let's start , those groups that are suppose to debut together are going to split up and give us solo dances " one of their teachers said.
" y/l/n y/n you are the first " he said and Jiyeon and Yura gave her hwaiting .

she went in front of us wearing short black shorts and white t-shirt .
she breathed and went to the DJ turning it on .
she danced on (Jay Park's - I like To Party) 

she took all of the eyes and attention in the room . she was dancing like the song was hers , her body moved perfectly with the song . she made my heart race again.
she bowed when she finished.
" i think this one won't need much trainee time to become a successful idol " their manager said .

" can i dance with her? " Mark said raising his hand.
" sure " the teacher said . but why he chose her , i don't like him being around her . God am i getting jealous??!!

he went toward her smiling , a light blush appeared on her cheeks.
" which song do you want dance machine? " he said and she chuckled looking down.
" Exo's Growl? " she said and Mark grinned .

they danced along with the song . i sat there looking at them my blood boiling while everyone else was cheering .
they finished and grinned at each other cause without practicing together they didn't make a mistake even a tiny one.

"very good , now Jiyeon continue " the teacher said and she went to the dance floor.
my eyes were on y/n , they were talking with Mark. what's this feeling? why i can't stand seeing her with anyone? . i wanna make her feel the same , but how?
" Jaebum can you dance with her? " the teacher said . i think i know how.
i nodded smiling , we danced on (BTS's I Need You) .
we made small mistakes but it was nothing , i made sure not to look at y/n .

we smiled and bowed in the end.
the other students continued , i danced with another boy and that was it.

we were about to go out but the trainees wanted to see Mark and y/n dancing one more time.
i didn't like the idea .
They danced to Jason Derulo - bubble gum 

( this dance :

they cheered them as the last time.
" they are making a cute couple " Jackson said and i glared at him .
his smile faded.
"we are not allowed to date " i said and i thought of what i said again , that means that we can't date . i can't be with y/n . with that i felt a abnormal feeling in my heart.

we finished and went out , i looked at y/n sadly and went out .

i felt uncomfortable and i didn't know why , i wanted to run back to her but i couldn't .
the manager left us in our practice room.
" ayo Mark you were too cool " BamBam said hitting his arm playfully .
" really , i tried so hard , she was so cute " he said.
" funny , we are not suppose to date and you know it " i said.
" yes but we can't change that she was cute " he said and smiled .
Jinyoug understood and read my face , he didn't like it.
" Mark we know she was cute but stop talking about her like that , the manager will punish you" Jinyoung said.
" yeah , i can't wait till she becomes an idol " Mark said grinning.
" he is really going to date her " Youngjae teased laughing .

i can't take this , it's too much .
" stop talking " i shouted at him , i know it was wrong but i lost my temper .

i went out , i needed some air .
i moved by Hotties practice room (Your group) and the door was open. they were talking and i stopped to listen
" ow come on y/n admit it you enjoyed dancing with him " Yura said and Jiyeon laughed .
" i enjoyed dancing with him but i really don't like him like that " she said.
" aw come on maybe he will be your first one " Jiyeon said.
" i already have first one so just stop it! " she nearly shouted at them.
she has one... i can fell my chest tightening right now.
" who is it? " they both asked her.
" he is an idol , you don't have to know , he is not allowed to date normal people and he won't like me back anyways , i will just forget him " she said and came out quickly .
i was too numb to move . she saw me and her eyes went wide.