Forgotten

The world, its vast, its beautiful and its unbelievable or so I've been told. Right now I'm sitting on my sofa watching doctor who, its definitely different to what I've seen on the documentaries but thats a good thing. The strange things against what seems to be boring reality. Its new. My knowledge of our world is based on 4 channels. They all show different things all of which seem weirdly new to me. Which in itself is weird as i, a 21 year old women, with no idea who i am...

As you may have guessed i don't go out much!! I haven't felt the sunlight on my pale skin For many years. Ive been as the tv says "cooped up like a bird"

365 days.....

365 days ive been here in the same house, picture this, a house like any other but a house that holds one simple, terrifying and maybe one of the worlds most insignificant memories. However to me it is one memory that still remains, i hold it close, not because it is one that depicts joy or the essence of happiness but that of fear. But for some reason this is out of reach, a memory that cant be remembered. Imagine that your treasured past, was taken from you. Snatched.

Sometimes fear can guide us from going astray whereas the dare devil spirit can lead us further and further away. It is fear that keeps us safe. Fear is the only thing i have. On tv people say a lot "you dont know what you have until it is gone".This is quite ironic if you think about it in my perspective. .

I cant remember were i am.

I cant remember who i am meant to be.

I cant remember any happy memory's.

Its like i am nobody.

Destined to be a nobody.

So what I've decided to do is to start a "daily log", i think that is what they are or even were called, so as to fortify this idea of being a somebody.

I am tyler mullbrie, the identity less nobody and i am going to find out who i was.

End of log.

Day 1.

(let me know if you want anymore written)