My love life (Ryan)

Prologue

So I have been bestfriends with a boy named Ryan ever since I moved in my subdivision in 2009. He's 14 now and I'm 13. We would do everything with each other. We went to the Zoo, I would eat dinner with his family, Everyday of the summer I'd be at his house and probably spend the night there. We have always been like that.

Everything kind of changed when I went with him to his cabin up north (we live in michigan). The first night we had to sleep in the same bed because not all of the house had been furnished yet because it was built like 3 months before we went. We used to play this game where we were married, I was the girl, him the guy. We had stopped playing that a while ago, But I guess he wanted to play so we did. But this time it involved sex. I was 11, Him 13 so he had started puberty and stuff and I was just beginning it.

Now this wasn't real sex. We did not actually touch each others dicks. We pretended to have sex. So a couple days later we left. Well whenever I went to his his house we would do the same thing. Sometime during the fall/winter we were "Having Sex" and I accidentally put my hand up his pants and immediately pulled it away but he told me to keep going.

Since then it's evolved to actual sex. (AN: we are both guys). I would suck him off he would jerk me and stuff. Recently he's started giving me blowjobs and now he actually tries to enter me but it never works because we don't have lube.

We don't do it as regularly as we used but pretty much every weekend. I've actually started to develop feeling for him and I think it would be great to be boyfriends but I've never actually talked to him about it.

So that's pretty much the backstory and that's where we are now. I'm doing this to document our relationship so it's not going to be interesting and it will be graphic.

So that's this chapter read the next one if you'd like, that is when I post it.

So thanks for reading!

- C