I have a pain so deep you'll never see I locked it away and hid the key. If I ever really could share it You wouldn't look at me the same I swear it. I've seen things I shouldn't have to see But the only one who ever knew was me. I faked a smile everyday For I couldn't stand for you to see me this way I buried my emotions deep inside my soul It's this hate I have that keeps me whole If I ever truly showed you what's inside I'd run away fast and quickly hide No matter where I go these feelings stay inside All I want to do is close my eyes It's like an eternal torture that never dies These voices that fill my head Telling me I'm way better off dead This pain of living hurts my heart Should I have ended it from the start? It's like when I get home I take off a mask Faking happiness is nearly an impossible task But some how I manage to get by Going through everyday about to cry One day maybe it'll be okay But of course that day is not today. How much blood can I shed Before I'm lying on the floor dead? Will this pain ever go away? Maybe tomorrow but not today.
