The Thing I'm Grateful For

Thank you...

From the very start, I know that I am well taken care of by my family. They're always been there for me, to support me, and to comfort me. Like everyone else, I can't be stuck in the innocent version of myself. I have to grow and be productive to the society who takes care of my family and me. I've hurt everyone else and been hurt by them. The innocent me can't survive in this society that has been run by envious and greedy people. I want to go far away. Far away from this place which caused my misery. But I can't and I won't. I can't leave my family and the friends I have made along the way. I love them so much that I can't fathom to see them weeping for my leave.

So, to YOU who didn't let me go and continue to bring me back to my sanity, thank you. If not because of YOU, I've already given up. I've already been drowned with all of these anxieties and pressures. I know that there are so many times I've already let go of or turn away from YOUR reaching hand. I'm really sorry for those times. Please forgive me everytime I do that. I'm not in my right mind in those times. I'm really grateful to YOU who always been there for me from the very start of my life. To YOU who gave this wonderful thing for me and my loved ones, I love you. I'm scared of the future but give me more strength to fight for this gift YOU have given me. This thing we called LIFE.
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4-27-30

"...there's more to life than just how I feel..."