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I just told myself  a thousand times that those heroines in the stories I have read and currently reading isn't me. However no matter how many times I reminded of myself this, I still got stuck in their characters. Why is it so hard to maintain my sanity while reading like those stories? Why do I have to be stuck in my past that I don't want to remember when reading something similar to my past? Maybe It is my wishful thinking that someday I'll be those heroines who stand up for themselves and protect those important to them. Maybe somehow I want to change my past. Maybe I really wanted to choose a different path. Maybe I don't want to be a coward anymore... 

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Ria,

This maybe hard for you... but I'm gonna ask anyway... Please hold on... Hold onto me... Don't get swayed by the memories of the past. There's still our future ahead of us. But to get there, you must hold on... Hold onto your present life where and when I'll be waiting for you.

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It's so dark... so cold... and I am alone.

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