Love hurts

the hurtful story

hi im violet you can call me vi  for short , now before we start I'm sorry if my story makes you sad its just heart breaking to tell this ........lets start 

when i was born i was born like you would say perfect...... at least thats what my parents thought the doctor said since there was some trouble but that i was ok.lucky me right, well as i grew older i was different from other kids,i was quiet  and my imagination was different from others and i talked to much as well with the one friend that i had and i was calmer then most kids , you'd think that'd be good but really people complained because they thought it was odd for a child to be this calm and quiet at times.when i was 14 middle school wasn't any better. sure i had friends but....its kinda hard to trust them when they said lies about you and used you as a punching bag half the time. i didn't fit in much either because i liked working alone when everyone else wanted to be together,i always drew what my imagination made up but my parents didn't think that was good but it actually helped express what i felt. high school wasn't to bad i went to a new school and met some new people but still i felt kinda like an outsider and that made me depressed but yet i smiled for my friends so they wouldn't feel sad either. when i turned 16 me and my "friends" decided that on Halloween we'd go on a vacation to a lake, i was outside tho because the others were drinking and my mom never let me so i couldn't even if they forced me to so i just went outside on the dock and let my feet soak in the water, then i felt it.......the pain......the wetness in my back. i coughed up blood and turned around to see the friend that i barely even knew and she was smiling " you won't be a problem now  " those words were glued in my head as i feel into the water and the last thing i saw.....was darkness.....

and now I'm like this thanks to slendy and the others, I'm kinda happy I'm like this it makes me feel wanted and now i feel like i actually fit in somewhere.......and the killing is fun to hahahaha anyway thanks for listening to my story i know it might not affect you but to me it makes me feel horrible but still thanks for hearing me out also make sure you have a nightlight on you don't want the monsters to get ya hahahahahaha......night 

 

{ sorry i haven't updated for a long time I've just been busy with personal things going on in my family but here ya go and don't worry ill try to keep up with the updates but school is starting soon but i promise ill try my best anyway thanks for reading }