Please Don't Go - BokuAka

Fin~

"that's all for today class, i see you all tomorrow" bokuto sigh finally..he was afraid that class might go on for another hour. Bokuto picked up his books getting out of the boring japan lit class. After graduating from high school he got into this college that's quite far from his hometown, it's only been a few months but bokuto already missing home and his lover, akaashi. damnn he miss him of course "what is he doing right now? probably busy with practice since he's the captain now" bokuto thought to himself before "hoothoot" a sound interrupt his thoughts he pulled out his phone from his pocket only to found out it was a text from their volleyball manager "practice today is cancel coach has a meeting"

bokuto stopped in his track from heading towards the gym where they as in the college volleyball team usually practice. "so what now? ahh i know" he quickly press a number, he pressed his ears to his phone listened to the beeping sound "yes bokuto?" the other person on the line ask as soon as he picked up "are you free?" bokuto answer quickly "as in now? yes i am free i don't have classes today. i wait for you at the regular cafe" the person said as if it's happen a lot of times before "thanks kuroo" bokuto ended the call before making his way to the train station. since kuroo went to a college that is not far from him they often meet up, talk about college and play volleyball like they always does during high school except it's not quite the same.

it's has been a few months has passed since the Spring High-Tokyo volleyball tournament ended. a lot has happened in this past few months especially since all the third year are already graduate from high school and went to college. graduation is bittersweet.. it's sweet because you finally ended your studies and all but bitter because you will part ways from your friends and the one you love.

"hey bokuto? you there?" kuroo slapped bokuto on the side when he realize bokuto is in deep thoughts "ohh yeahh sorry about that" bokuto scratch his neck awkwardly "don't worry about it. but....are you ok? you not always like this" kuroo sip his cold lemonade eyes not breaking away from bokuto. "yeahh I'm fine. just.......lots of papers to do that's all" he chuckle lightly, he knows kuroo doesn't believe his excuses because its obviously lame "you know you can go visit him on the weekend" i told you so, bokuto thought to himself getting caught red handed by kuroo but bokuto know damn well that he wouldn't be able to let go of akaashi if he sees his lover now

"it's ok kuroo, I'll managed plus it's only been a few months since i left kanto. what would he say if i went back home now. so how's kenma?" kuroo sigh when bokuto try to change the subject "he's doing fine, they recruiting a few new players and practice like usual" bokuto nodded not stopping from eating his cake, kuroo stare at him making him nervous "what's wrong? is there something on my face" kuroo laugh and shake his head, earning a sigh of relief from bokuto "hey, do me a favor. call him when you get home ok." bokuto look down on his feet and nodded slowly.

bokuto slide open his phone going through his phone, eyes locking to the message icon that's appear on the screen. he click on the icon and think what should he says to him.

To: ak♥♥shi
akaassshhiiiiii! what are you doing now?

To: Bokhooto 😘
I just got home, why?

To: ak♥♥shi
i was thinking maybe we could Skype? but you just got home maybe next time then.

To: Bokhooto 😘
it's fine bokuto-san. I'm going to open my laptop first.

To: ak♥♥shi
ok. thanks akaashi

bokuto quickly run to his computer turning it on, he doesn't even know how wide is he smiling right now. just thinking to see that face again. he just overwhelmed with the feeling. he slapped his face trying to regain himself from all these feeling. he smile when he received the call, the picture of him and akaashi was his icon. he answer the call made by akaashi, seeing that face after not seeing it for a long time. it's struck him how much he miss the boy but trying his best to control his feeling. "you just got home from practice, captain?" is the only questions he could think of at the moment

"yes, we don't have game yet but since there's a new player we need a lot of practice" bokuto nodded "how's college? is everything fine?" akaashi ask looking at his lover "yes everything is fine i wish you here with me" bokuto mumbled the last part to himself, he can't bring himself to say it. "bokuto-san i have to go" bokuto nodded, while his fingers on his computer screen caressing it as if it was his lover's face "i love you bokuto-san" he smile, the smile that bokuto miss so much, tears dwell on the brim of his eyes "i love you too akaashi" akaashi ended the call, seeing his screen not longer shows his lover's face, the tears he's trying his best to stop before slowly fall down his face. all the feeling hit him all at once, how much he miss everything about akaashi. his voice, his touch, his smile that not everyone got to see, he miss everything about the other boy. if only he could touch him right now he wouldn't ask him anything just to be in akaashi arms again.

" i think of you when ever I'm alone
so please don't go "

what bokuto doesn't know is that the person that's on the other side of the line also breaking down. tears on his face while his hands hugging bokuto jacket that he give to him before he graduate. how much he wants to see bokuto, how much he wants to be in his arms again. "bokuto-san, i miss you" it's has been months since he last see bokuto eye to eye, since he's busy being the captain and bokuto busy trying to get used of his college life this has been the first time they using the Skype but he couldn't bare himself to say how much he miss bokuto because akaashi knows that he wouldn't be able to control himself and probably will break down infront of the webcam and bokuto might do something stupid like taking the first train home. although he would like that but he knows he can't be selfish. but he knows, they knows, that day where they can be in each other arms again will come.