does it matter:
what i did
who i wanted to be
what i ended up as ...?
in the end i will just be
six feet under the ground
or scattered across the deep blue sea
with nothing more
than a haunting memory of
a face that isn't quite
here or there,
nothing but whisper of a name
across lips that don't like to speak.
i suppose i started off with
the wrong question.
this isn't
what i want to know.
the thing is, will i be remembered
if all i've done is
exist in ordinary —
if all i've lived is
average at the very best?
have i touched enough people?
made a difference in their hearts?
if i am not here tomorrow
will someone ask
where is she?
where has she gone?
where will she be?
will they notice my absence?
i suppose
what i'm trying to
ask is if i matter.
(i hope that i do.)
⌑ ⌑ ⌑
otherwise entitled:
"what if i go?"
4.28.16 || kt
