Love & War (Ray Ray Love Story)

Love

After a night like that i decided to go to the studio and do some covers to some some songs
So first i decided to sing a duet with prod first

The beat dropped

Me :We were so dumb in love
Couldn't get enough, no
But I could've loved you so much better
And I can't believe you never walked out
And it's not your fault

Us: That I fumbled your heart
Should've let go of my past for you
You did everything I asked of you
Drived across the country if I asked you to
But I'm just bad for you
I fumbled your heart
I'm bad news, yeah I'm just bad for you
I'm bad news, I fumbled your heart

Prod:Girl you used to feel so bound in my arms
I wish we could touch some more
I'm sitting, working on this letter
The first line I write, I was wrong
So wrong, so wrong, so wrong, so wrong
And it's not your fault

Me: So wrong ,So wrong ,So wrong

Us:That I fumbled your heart
Should've let go of my past for you
You did everything I asked of you
Drived across the country if I asked you to
But I'm just bad for you
I fumbled your heart
I'm bad news, yeah I'm just bad for you
I'm bad news, I fumbled your heart...........

So we finished the song and Walter was shocked on how much feeling was in that song but then I saw Ray on his phone so I snuck behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist

Ray: You did great
Me: Well you know how ya girl do
Roc: you should show them ya new song
Walter& Ray : you wrote a song
Me: yup

So me and roc set up the music I went into the booth and waited for the music to start

Me: When we were together, I held you down
I gave you all of me, but look at us now
Thinking of all your excuses, but they don't add up
Now it's so easy to see you don't deserve my love

You pushed me far...you brought me to this
You had my heart...but then you blew it
And I'm so over you, go get lost
Boy who do you think that you are

Trust and believe me, you're gonna need me
Trust and believe me, she'll never be me
And I'm so over you
Go get lost
Boy I don't know
Who do you think that you are?

You look so foolish
With my best friend
And she ain't no better than you
She's a 3, I'm a ten
So why are you calling my phone
You ain't got nothing I want
Thought we were really in love
But that was all a front

You pushed me far...you brought me to it
You had my heart...but then you blew it
And I'm so over you, go get lost
Boy who do you think that you are

Trust and believe me, you're gonna need me
Trust and believe me, she'll never be me
And I'm so over you
Go get lost
Boy I don't know
Who do you think that you are?

How dare you try to clean it up
Boy please just stop it now
Don't make a sound
Cause you

You pushed me far...you brought me to this
You had my heart...but then you blew it
And I'm so over you, go get lost
Boy who do you think that you are

Believe me, you're gonna need me
Trust and believe me, she'll never be me
And I'm so over you
Go get lost
Boy I don't know
Who do you think you are?

I'm so over you
Go get lost
Who do you think that you are?


Ray: Babe that was amazing
Walter: Sierra what gave you the idea??
Me: Well to be honest I got it from when me and ray broke up
Ray: So your broken heart made this song * kinda sad*
Me: Bae don't feel sad
Ray:.......... *silent* *sighs* I'll be back
Me:Ray where are you going
Ray: don't worry about it *walkes out*
Me: Ray *grabs him *
Ray: I SAID I'LL BE BACK *Pushes her on the ground*
Me: *hits head on the couch* You know what *grabs stuff and leaves*

Ray is too fucking much some times I cant believe he pushed me like he big homie or something like that.... So I decided to call my other best friend Zariah

Convo

Me: Oreo
Zee: yes
Me: Can I come over
Zee: yeah but Jerel and Moses are here
Me: Ok Im on my way
Zee: Ok you still have a key right
Me: yup i see you when I get there love
Zee: ok bew

End Of Convo

Zariah Is the type of friend that you can go to when you got issues to talk about and Moses and Jerel are my crushes and Im pretty sure they crushing on my sexy ass but I just pulled up to Zee house and I walked in and yelled "ZEEE IM HERE"
And her and the guys came down stairs and we started talking about everything including the china and then zee asked about ray.......................

Zee: How are you and Ray doing
Me: well we were doing fine except for today
Zee: what happen today
Me: well ummm.. Then...
Zee: spit it out
Me: well we were in the studio and i showed him my new song called " Trust and Believe" and i guess that he was kinda mad and when he tried to walk away and I grabbed him and he pushed me on the floor and I hit my head on the couch

Moses: he did what
Me: Pushed me
Jerel: boo are you okay * hugs me *
Me: Yea rel *hugs back*

Then my phone started to ring and it was Ray

Convo
Me: hello
Ray: Babe we need to talk
Me: about what
Ray: Just meet me at home in 20 mins!!!!!
Me: WHO ARE YOU YELLING AT RAY YOU DONT RUN SHIT
Ray: BRING YA ASS HERE OR ELSE
Me: Or else what
Ray: *sighs*Babe I dont want to fight just please come
Me: I'll be there when I get there
Ray: ok , love you
Me: Love you too*hangs up*

End of convo

Me: He is so bipolar , I'll see yall in like and hour or two
Zee: ok

So when I got home I went up the stairs and right by our room door I saw ray with his head in his hands so I called out Ray and he slowly looked up and his eyes were puffy and red like he had been crying......

Me: Babe are you okay
Ray: Baby I am so sorry that I pushed you I just was so upset

Me: so you being upset gives the right to put you hands on me and yell at me like your the only one in this relationship giving their all well your not I been through your bullshit so many times and still forgave you , you wanna know why Its because I love you and If your to blind to see that Ive been your ride or die chick since day one then You better open your eyes and see that even though you might not have my back I will always have yours

Ray: I know I put you through hell and back and I see that you stuck by me through every thing but you cant see that everyday I regret making the mistakes Ive made if it wasn't for me cheating on you wouldn't have been in the hospital or even jail but in your song you said ''You pushed me far" like how far did I push you
Me: Im on the edge
Ray:oh
Me: but ray why do you seem so sad
Ray: Because I treat you like bullshit and you still love me.....why??
Me: because that what love is I am in love with you and if you paid attention you would see that * walks away*
Ray: Babe where are you going
Me:to sit down my legs hurt
Ray:*chuckles* since you like to write songs lets write one together
Me:ok and Lets call it Love & War and the Beginning should go like .....
Somebody said every day, was gon' be sunny skies,
Only Marvin Gaye and lingerie
Ray: I guess somebody lied *chuckles*
Me:We started discussin' it to fightin' then "Don't touch me, please."
Ray:Then it's "Let's stop the madness, just come lay with me."
Me: And truth be told I'm wavin' my flag before it goes bad yeah yeah
'Cause we made it this far on for better or worse
Ray: I wanna feel it even if it hurts
Me:If I gotta cry to get to the other side, let's go 'cause we're gon' survive oh
Ray:We stay on the front lines
Yeah but we're still here after the bomb drops
Me:We go so hard we lose control ,The fire starts then we explode. When the smoke clears we dry our tears....Only in love and war

No Pov
After Ray and Sierra finished their song they went out to eat and then Ray decided to go Ring shopping for Sierra because he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her, When he left Sierra decided to write in her diary and She wrote....

Dear Diary

To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.

Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence

Today Ray and I made a connection our relationship has grown and now we are completely in love and hopefully Ray can see that I need him as much as he needs me.
Ray is the only reason why I live, it's like if he is the only thing I need to survive.


Sierra

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~ CII