THE WAY THINGS TURNED OUT

Holiday part 2

After things started getting better people started winding me up and telling me that she had cheated on me it started getting to me so one day when I was hanging out with people it got to my head to much so i left i went home i got the bottle of vodka that was in the freezer and i filled up a drink bottle with it and i grabbed a razor blade and walked down to the river and i sat under the bridge drinking the vodka and cutting myself because of what i said to her i regretted It so much i was about to kill myself but Then i went back up to the river bank and found a few friends of mine that smoke and i started smoking with them even tho it wasn't the real stuff i still got fucked up on it