(3 years later)
I have been told that my parents are ready to see me in person but I don't know if I am ready to see them
But think about it, what kind of parent would give up on their 4 month old baby, put her on a cold door step out side an orphanage and the want to see her when she is 15.
I don't think I want to see my real parents.
it will take a while for me to get over what they did to me.
The Run For It
I have decided to make a run for it.
I am 15 and I think I am old enough to find my way through life.
I am prepared for anything.
(2 weeks later)
I still haven't found a home to live in but I still believe there is hope out there somewhere.
It is now 2:45pm and a boy that looked about my age has come up to me.
We had a good conversation and I think he has offered me a place to live.
YES!!!
I knew there was hope out there some where.
I have got a place to stay for a while.
I have got to try my best to make sure his parents like me.
(1 month later)
It has been 1 month and I think I am doing okay.
the young handsome boy ( John Christopher) and I have bonded very well.
I think we are becoming more than friends at the moment.
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