Namjoon's POV
I dragged the lifeless members into the small shared apartment. They were all hunched over from exhaustion. Their bodies were glazed with glistening sweat from all the intense training and they were panting like a pack of dogs.I pulled myself into the kitchen, feeling just as lifeless as my fellow members, to grab multiple bottles of water and some snacks. The sight before me made my heart soar. Seulgi met me with a tray of prepared food.
I honestly believe with all my heart that she is my miss right. I can imagine her being my wife. I can imagine her walking down the isle, her beautiful curves intensified by the gorgeous white dress. I can imagine her carrying my baby. I can imagine her being the one I spend my final days with.
However, I can't imagine my life right now without her.
She batts her long eyelashes as she slowly walks up to me, taking my hand and embracing me in a strong warm hug. Her small arms were wrapped around my waist as she snuggles her stunning face into my chest.
Slowly, I lift her chin so she is facing me and give her a long, passionate kiss on the lips. My eyes closed gently and my heart felt like it was on another planet. I have never imagined my heart could beat so fast. Small tingles of electricity spread across my body as she kissed me back.
When we were apart, my heart longed for her. No. It felt as if I had no heart when I was not with her. It felt as if I had no purpose for living without her.
I am alive when I am with her. I am always smiling. I am always laughing. I am always happy. Just hearing her sweet voice ringing in my ears was enough to make my heart race. Just our hands brushing each others was enough to make butterflies soar in my stomach. Just her. She was enough to make me happy.
When we released each others lips I kept eye contact with her. Slowly, we moved away a from each other, however we never lost eye contact. When I stared into her eyes I lost consciousness of all my problems. I felt like all that mattered was making her happy.
Whether that means being with her or staying away from her. When in love, it doesn't matter anymore.
I finally returned to my senses when I heard the kitchen door slam open and multiple voices yelling at me. They continued to shout their rants until I spoke up.
"Woah! Guys! What's going on!?" I asked and just as they were all about to speak at once, I continued. "One at a time!"
They exchanged glances before Yoongi spoke up. All signs of fatigue had disappeared from his voice as he spoke sadly. His voice broke halfway from sadness. Tears slowly spilled down his face and blended in with the dark floor.
My world suddenly turned gloomy. Sadness slyly slipped in, stealing all the euphoria I had felt just moments before. My emotions drained as tears slipped down my cheeks aswell.
Some of the members showed no emotion. They were clearly too stunned to speak.
Yoongi had tears spilling down his face as Jimin attempted to soothe him.
Taehyung and Jungkook were both stunned, leaning on each other for support as their legs trembled with shock.
Jin was covering his face, wishing the horrible event to just disappear, wishing it to all be some horrific nightmare.
Me, on the other hand, I was curled up in a ball on the floor. Darkness consuming me. My whole body shook violently from crying intensely. The world around me seemed to spin as my vision turned to a blur.
I then heard a female screech of terror from my right hand side. I looked up to be met by Yoongi cornering Seulgi. He spat insults and accusations at her. Each word was dripping with poison as they slid off his tongue with ease. He dangerously raised his right hand that was armed with a small kitchen knife.
I yelled at him to stop. However my voice came out merely a croak after the torrential crying and screaming. I lunged out and grabbed the kitchen side, dragging myself upwards. I noticed both Taehyung and Jungkook had refrained Yoongi and were now pulling him away from the chaotic scene.
Only then did I notice a small note attached to the fridge. Both blood and tear stains scattered the delicately written letter. The corners were crumpled and the handwriting was slightly smudged. You could clearly tell that the person that wrote it was panicking and anxious. My eyes scanned the familiar eloquently written words.
This was Min-seo's writing...
This was my baby sisters writing...
The small note read...
A/N Hellooooo! Sorry for the short break from updates! I had writers block and was just generally tired all week... Hope this update can make it up to you~
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I Need U || Hold Me Tight Sequel
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