Private Chapter's

Surprise!!

Venus POV

I was in my bed room jumping on my bed singing I felt good today for some reason, I had a bottle of wine blood in my head drinking it my bed room was baby blue my bed was a huge Canopy bed I was listening to Areo Smith walk this way, I was on the floor kicking my feet up in the air playing my black and red guitar I jumped up and danced in circles my hair was whipping my hair with my guitar Maxine was on my bed laughing and playing with my phone, I was playing with my guitar and on the floor acting like crazy when Maxine jumped off the bed her face was blushing I laughed and hit a great note she was telling me something but I didn't care I just jumped up and whipped my hair and hit a high note she gave me a 'Someone is looking at you' look I laugh "Do I give a DAMN,"I laughed and then someone turned off my music I looked at Maxine and pouted then threw my guitar and laughed.

"Why are you laughing,"Maxine said

"Well I guess you could put in that way but I think I need to go find somebody,"I said

She fiddle with her fingers and pointed to the door way I turned towards the door way and saw Jack smirking I laughed.

"Oh that Nit Wit was standing there the whole time well did you enjoy the show, "I said

Jack didn't say anything but just smirked Maxine ran out blushing I shrugged and dashed to my closet and thought about what to wear.

"You should wear this,"Jack said pointing to his favorite see threw black lingerie I scowled "No Jackie,"I said he wrapped his hands around my waist and breathed on my neck I was melting by his touch his breath caused my breathing to quicken I could feel his hands going farther down under my skirt his hands stopped until they were between my inner thigh I couldn't hold it in I moaned that was his que he stopped I turned around and looked at him he smiled his arms crossed.

"Why'd you stopped,"I said

"You said no so I stopped when you moaned,"He said

I glared at him then pushed out my way then walked out the closet and stormed to my bed I used my magic to close my dark curtains to my canopy bed I laid there my eye's were dark turquoise, he always play's with my emotion's he is such a jerk ughhh, what happens if he cheats on me will I still love will he won't be there for me why can't I just stick with one person for the rest of my life he never loved me, he just going to leave me like he always does how could I be so dumb think he loves me he just going to do the same thing he did to me when we were young he just going to leave me like he always does, my lips started to tremble I heard my door slam shut so I started balling sobs left my mouth it started raining and thundering I cried he is just is going to leave and he's never coming back it's a all a joke it was never real having Raven and Jack he only used me I was never his wife I was cut out my thoughts when my door was slammed shut I just laid there with my pillow crying my curtains were shot open showing an angry Jack jumped on my bed.

"You know I would never do that to you Venus never in a million years will I cheat on you again," He hissed I cried even more hugging my pillow he laid next to me and grabbed me he pulled me on his chest and kissed my forehead I clutched his bare chest he tilted my head up and gave me weak smile I still cried he chuckled.

"Venus would you please stop crying I am sorry for playing with your emotions,"He said

"No your not you are just a plan ass hole,"I cried

He got and stormed out the room, what have I done now he is mad at me why do I always ruin his happiness, I thought sobbing loudly and crying my crop top was now wet with tears so I took it off with my skirt and sighed and laid on my bed my hands on my trembling lips, why am I such a bitch about everything I ruined Jack and his life by getting pregnant and now he still has to deal with me Ughhh how am I even alive, I cried I rolled on my stomach and blinked away my tear's, how come I can't just say Jack I'm so sorry for making your life harder than it is I always think about you and my heart is breaking when you get mad or even upset, I was in the verge of crying bit something was hovering over my body and it was a man cause the necklace dropped on my back I opened my eye's slowly and saw Jack his dirty blonde hair was sexy his eye's held lust and love and his muscles were strong.