Just Another Story

just peachy.

Everyone thought I was so sad about what happened to Augustus but honestly I didn't even think once about him. I was at my locker when Margo appeared behind right next to me I just shut my door. She ask me how I was all I said was just peachy and went to Math class. I was sitting in math class and one of my best guy friends (Noah) kept staring at me. We dated but I needed that I mean I still like him and everything its that I just didn't want are friendship to end. I was sitting there doing my work and I could feel him stair again then the bell rung so he got up real fast and walked out. I walked out and stoked him. Why were you staring at me I asked him. He just smiled and said no reason and left. He knows that like pisses me off when people do that. So I blew him off the entire day. It was Monday and I didn't have time for his silly games. He came up to me at the end of the day and asked me do you want to hang out. I turned around and said no and started walking and I turned my head to look back and saw him stand there in shock. As I turn back around I run into one of the cutest guy in school. I said sorry I'm so clumsy. He smiled with his bright smile and said it all cool and said we need to hang out. And then I don't remember the rest after that because I like was in a different planet and I then realize I was staring at him and I said me? He said yea you. Then I fainted and don't remember much after that. I wake up in my bed with a note that says call me , Carson. I then didnt know if I was dreaming, getting played or he actually notice me and likes me. I then thought about it. How could he notice me? He is like on of the popular people then their is me the one with like 5 or 6 friends who may or may not care about if I left. Everybody told me to ignore him he will just cause you pain. Then yet again how can I get more pain when I have so much everyday. People always say I'm so deep sometimes. I don't really care either I just say what I think I don't like lying it just hurts people and comes back to bite you in the ass later on in life. So I tend not to lie about things. I only lie to my mother but yet again I don't think she thinks about things that much any more she either cry, drink,working or asleep so I don't think she acknowledges me sometimes. It doesn't matter anyways everybody thinks I'm invisible the teacher always forget to put me in things or anything they are like oh I forgot you I'm so sorry ill find you a place. Like you have all these students and you forget me. ( rude bitch) anyway. I just think about it should I call him and get to know him have a new start in the boyfriend department or should I see where things go with Noah. Well this is just great.