Can the bad boy save me?

17:50 pm My sister just pushed me down the stairs, well that is going to be a bruise on my left thought. After they she threw her dirty socks in my face. I needed to calm down but I said to her you're going to eat you're sock so I got up and run after her. Then my dad came but before that my sister ( Margaux) pushed me in the face neck and stomach. Then my dad stormed in and start yelling right in my face because i was my fault and yelled all those painfull things at me. I can't handle this anymore. They just make me life living hell. And they just say that to me. No one understands me except my 3 best friends, kitty, magda, Aurelie. I really love them, they make me forget everything for a while. School also is and escape for me. I'm happy when I'm on school.

So after my dad finished yelling at me I took my iPod because on my iPhone is a rule that I can't use it for 8 pm. So yea. My phone that I bought with my money. It belongs to me. So I can't contact any of my BFFs so I'm listening to sad songs. Crying a bit but it was usual for me I sit everyday crying in a corner in my room and after that I usually pick up my blades.... and yea cut myself.

18:30 pm My mom called my downstairs and I already knew she was mad I could hear it. I said what's up ? She immidantly grabbed me by my neck and pushed me backwards. She spotted at me:"we diserf respect from you, I can take everything away from you, you're phone, iPod , a week without tv,... I shocked I was shaking on my legs and after she was done I run upstairs and start crying. I'm so afraid even in my own "home".