give up (Louis Tomlinson)

promises

a/n hey what do you think so far this story is on hold and I will update when I can. as I'm very busy.

still lauren pov

when we got back, we had dinner as it was 5 and I was hugging the twins bye when they ask me to promise I still visit when my mum comes back. "yeh of course I will" I said hugging them tighter.

the next to hug me were Lottie and Fizzy."promise us you will be strong and face those bullies!" they said and I just chuckled but promised them.

next one was jay. she saw my cut s and asked me what they were.

*flashback*

"you're useless no one asked you to be born did they huh?" my dad shouted at me. it was then my mum spoke up. "Kyle if you don't leave then I will have to call the police." my mum said shaking. "fuck you both!" he screamed at us. the next morning it the day before my ninth birthday and my dad come in swaying. he was obviously drunk.

"Kyle I said last night if you don't leave then I will call the police" my mum said to him. "oh yeh I remember." he said as he smashed half of an empty beer bottle on the kitchen side.I jumped back and he walked closer until he could reach my wrist. he pulled me and cut me just above my pelvis both sides.then he left.

*end of flashback*

I told this to jay pointing to the scars. I was crying at this point."what about the others"she asked softly, "I I did that" I said still crying.

"you got to promise ne this one thing and you can't say I'll try" she said softly, I just listened. "look at me lauren," I didn't look "lauren please" I looked at her and flinched but didn't look away. "why did you flinch?" she asked. i explained to her about why ever said that ended up hitting me. "oh. look just promise me that you won't cut again" I promised even though it would be hard.

he last promise was from Louis promising that i would stay out of trouble.