If only you knew...

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If only you knew that you were the reason I am this way.
If only you knew that you were the only one.
If only you knew that I loved you.
If only you knew that you saved me many times.
If only you knew how much you meant to me.
If only you knew about my scars.
If only you knew how many times I've cried with out you noticing.
If only you knew that I felt this way.
If only you knew that I pushed through this because of you.
Then maybe, just maybe, you would've stayed.
Maybe you would've cared.
Maybe you could've saved me.
I'm to far gone now.
No longer able to be saved.
To many cuts, to many scars.
To many tears, to many thoughts.
Goodbye for now.
I might see you again.
But promise me you won't cry.
Promise me you won't miss me.
Don't blame yourself.
Don't say that it was to soon for me to go.
Everyone has an expiration date.
Some sooner that others.
It's my time to go, it's my time to leave.
I'm sorry it had to end this way, but shit happens.
Goodbye, I loved you, and I always will.
Keep me in your heart, and it your memories.
So long, and farewell.



~~Authors note~~
Hey! Sorry for not updating in forever. I've been caught up with school and stuff. I was really depressed today and other things I don't want to explain. I hope to be updating more though! Remember I'm always here if you need me:)
-Stay happy, not crappy. Life's a bitch, don't quit.-

~Bailey

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