Two Worlds Collide (Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction)

Chapter Thirteen: I Hate You So Dont Leave Mea

Amber's P.O.V

My alarm sounds and I slam it.My eyes hurt and my nose is really stuffy.I might be sick."louis"I call and then look around.I remember last night and whimper.Im so fucking stupid.Why would I fall for Louos anyway.Hes a celebrity im a nobody.He hot im not.He has a perfect life mine is complete hell.He has family I dont.I just dont get it.We are from two different worlds.But when we got together its like two worlds collided into one.Well I guess not now.I go take a shower and brush my teeth.Iazily put on my navy blue shirt and skirt.I got a skirt that ends a little below mid thigh.I put on my shoes.I get my bookbag and jog downstairs.I get some medicine.I spray some nose spray up my nose and take some pills that make me feel better.I drink some orange juice and eat some eggs.I grab my phone

From: Chase

Good Morning beautiful!! Ill see you at school Ill be waiting by the entrance :* xxxxx

I smile.I miss Harlem.He is at the boys'.Ill have to get Adam to put my all stuff back.I put on some makeup really quick to make me look somewhat decent.I put my hair in my face a little.I head on out.I go to open the door but forget something.I kiss my hand and then put it on a picture of my mom pregnaunt with me.I touch my neck to still have the 'L' necklace on.I take it out my neck feeling cold.I stuff it in my bookbag and head out.But just to my luck when I go out the boys have to come out of their suite for school.I look at them and then hug my binder speed-walking to the elevator.Dont Cry amber your stronger than that.I put in my earbuds and listen to demi lovato.I get in the elevator and the boys come in with me.I just hug my binder and look down ignoring them."h-how are you amber"harry says.I look at him but dont say nothing.I put my head back down and the door dings.I go to my car.I sniffle and drive off My nose is feeling a bit better but you could still see where its red a bit.I drive off to school and park in my usual parking place.I sling my bbag on my back and lock my car.I straighten my skirt and I see Chase.He smiles at me as I walk to him."why hello there"He say."h-hey"I say and hug him."are you ok"he says.I nod.He look in a direction and taps me pointing.I see the boys making their way over.I sniffle and louis lingers behind a bit."u-um hi amber"niall says."hey"I say and sniffle."are you crying"zayn says.I shake my head."im sick"I say."oh"zayn says."u-um amber until you know get better could you at least be in our suite for us to look over you and stuff"Harry says."no ill be fine and plus i dont wanna be somewhere im not wanted"I say breifly look at louis."but amber we all love you though"liam says."sorry but all of us know that im not going over there unless its to get my stuff"I say."o-oh well we are still friends right"Harrys says."all of you except...of course louis"I say glaring him.Louis has a long sleeved jacket on.Thats weird."well I um better get going cmon chase bye guys"I say.Me and Chase go to our lockers."this is gonna be a hard day because i dont really have any classes with you but I have every class with the boys"I say leaning up against the lockers."youll be ok dont worry shortcake you could sit with me and my friends at lunch if you want"chase says."um sure thank you"I say.He kisses my forehead."ill walk you to your classes ok"chase says and smiles.I sadly nod and make my way to science class.Which I have a project on with the boys great even more depression upon my life.I walk slowly to the class with my head hung high.I dont want everyone is school to think theres something wrong with me.I plaster a fake smile on my face.I go into class and see the boys just twiddling their thumbs.I go sit in my assigned seat next to them.I dont really have the voice to talk or else ill start crying."s-so where did we leave off"Liam says.I just sit there like a rock not saying anything just looking at my lap.Harry clears his throat."a-amber would you know where we left off"Harry says."i dont know ask louis he seems to know everything right"I say glare at him."l-lets just get this shit done"louis says.I roll my eyes and get out my pencil.I shift uncomfortabally in my seat.I grab my binder and slam it on the table making the boys jump.I grab the notes that we printed and get 2-3 peices of paper.I start writing down the words i highlighted in my own words."amber whatcha doing"Zayn says."doing the work"I say."well wed like to help its OUR project"Niall says.I squeeze my eyes shut to keep from rolling my eyes and not slapping louis across the face."ok"I say and plaster a fake smile on my face and then quickly remove it."just word in your own words the words that are highlighted"I say passing them the notes.Harry grabs it and sighs."I smell ugliness in the air oh wait its you"a blong snarls and I trip her up."ow"She whines.I smirk."serves you right"I mumble.Louis has been looking at me all period and I try to ignore him but his icy blue-green eyes are startling me.I look at him for a few second and then snap my head back.I let them do the work while I just twiddle my thumbs.You can litteraly taste the akwardness in the air."amber you need to do some work if you dont youll fail"Liam says."I dont care if I fail ok"I say."amber you need to do something"liam says."as I said liam i wont be able to finish this year anyway"I say.The boys' heads snap to me."and why not"Harry says.I bite my lip."I cant tell you yet"I say."so your keeping secrets"louis says."no im not"I say."then why you say it then huh"louis says."louis"liam says."because I cant louis i dont have to tell you anything"I say."and you still cant tell us I thought you cared"Louis scoff."oh yeah well I thought you loved me and cared about our relationship"I spat back.He goes silent and then the bell rings.I sigh and storm away."WAIT"Harry says and grabs my shoulder turning me around."can you forgive louis"harry says.I look at louis dead in the eyes."no because everything he said was right so just leave me alone"I say and shake his hand off.I run outside to the garden I had sang The One to louis.I start crying in my knees."amber"I hear someone say.I look up to see Chase."o-oh h-hi chase"I say hiccuping."what did he do amber you can keep letting him hurt you"Chase says."I know but...I dont know its complicated I dont think I can even see one of the boys' faces without breaking down"I say.He hugs me."you know I dont like seeing you like this"chase says.I put my head on his shoulder."why dont we run away"chase says."w-what"I say and my eyes widen."we could go away for a while you know and you could still do your career with the girls"Chase says."I-I dont know chase what about your family"I say."remember you gave my mom that job"Chase says and smiles.I look away.Do I wanna run away??Well...I cant just run away from my problems."no i cant chase maybe later but itd be too hard to leave this place"I say.He nods understandingly."come on lets go"Chase says."where"I say."we could go to the beach or finish packing your stuff and ditch this place"Chase says.I nod and sadly smile knowing ill have to get close to the boys' stuff.We get in our cars and go to the boys' suite to ubpack the rest of my stuff.