At Last (Phan Fiction <3)

My sides hurt as I laughed at Dan trying to catch the cereal in his mouth from the catapult. Revenge is sweet...and super hot too! I had massive crush on my best friend, Dan Howell. I mean, who wouldn't? He had chocolate brown eyes and dark brown hair that sits flawlessly on top of his head. I shot one more cereal-pult at Dan's head. It hits his eye and he falls to the ground laughing his angelic laugh. "PHIL!" he yells between breaths. He was smiling so brightly I think I am about to die, seriously. Those dimples.....

Before I could answer, Dan had jumped on top of me, pinning me to the bed. He was so close I could feel his minty breath brushing against my pink lips. The smile on his face faded as he looked into my blue eyes. I parted my lips in anticipation as Dan bit his delicate pink lip. Dan pulled away quickly as he realised the camera was still recording. I felt the blush rising to my cheeks as Dan said "we'll have to edit that out".

After we finished shooting the video, I helped Dan clean up his bedroom floor. Krave cereal had been crushed into the carpet and Dan's onesie had cereal stuck in the hood. My hand brushed against Dan's and i pulled away quickly, looking away. "sorry" i mumbled. I hadn't noticed that Dan was looking at me and staring. His mouth was open as he gawked at me. I looked up and saw him staring. "You'd better close your mouth before you catch some flies" i teased, before turning around. I secretly hoped that Dan was looking at my bum. I purposely wore my favourite black jeans, knowing that we would both be on our hands and knees cleaning up, pulling the jeans tightly around my butt.

I turned around to see Dan still staring. "Phil.." he started. i smirked. "yes Dan?" instead of answering, Dan tackled me, straddling me and making sure he was about an inch or two away from me. i giggled nervously and raised an eyebrow at the young boy on top of me. He leaned in and closed his eyes, pressing his lips against mine. Our lips moved in sync as i closed my eyes as well. My hands had been placed gently on his back but now my right hand was sliding down to his black jeans and my left hand was moving up to his cheek.

I had waited my entire life for this moment...OK maybe not, but since i met Dan I knew i loved him. it wasn't just a cutesie crush that i would get over, it was love. I, Phillip Michael Lester was in love with Daniel James Howell. Dan pulled away and took a big breath. "At Last" He whispered, before smirking proudly. He got off me and started cleaning up again, as if nothing had happened.

That night, i decided not to address him on it. Of course i was confused, but i wanted Dan to say something. "So the krave challenge was fun" He said eventually. He didn't even smile or anything, he made it seem like he was just trying to start a conversation. "Yeah. It was hilarious" i mumbled unenthusiastically. "What's wrong?" Dan asked with genuine concern, although i was sure he already knew.

"Why did you kiss me?" I asked. "Hey, to be fair you kissed me back" He teased. "Dan.." I gave him a serious look. He looked away. "hey, you wanna get chinese for dinner?" he asked awkwardly, avoiding the subject. "ugh...sure" I sighed. He wasnt going to answer anyway. "cool! ill order" he added, before grabbing his phone and entering the password. "of course you will" i muttered quietly. Dan knew exactly what i wanted so i left him to order as i went into my bedroom to film another video. "Hi Guys! OK so today i will be talking about something that has been requested for ages. Phan. I know, i know. alot of you guys think that Dan and I are in a secret relationship. The thing is, that is true. That's right guys, Phan is finally coming out. I don't know if and when i will upload this, but i just felt like i should record this. I don't know how you guys are going to react to this, but i pray that you guys will be supportive of us. I have loved Dan for a long time, and i hope that by the time i upload this video, you guys won't care whether Phan is real or not, but that we are happy." I put my hands over the lens of the camera with a 'rawr' and ended the video.

Like I said in the video, I didn't know wether I was actually going to put it up or not, or if phan was even real. is it too much to wish for? For Dan to be mine?

I heard the door handle rattle and then the squeak of the door as it opened. I left my bedroom to go help Dan set up for tea.

We ate our food in silence. I occasionally looked over at dDan but every time I looked at him he was staring blankly at the wall.

We cleaned up and then placed ourselves down on the sofa for our daily breaking bad marathon.

I sat reasonably close to Dan and watched him turn in the tv with the remote.

I stopped him before he pressed the play button. "Dan?" I asked nervously. "yeah Phil?" he replied. I could tell he knew exactly what i was thinking. "Listen, about before.." He interrupted before I had the chance to speak.

"I'm sorry, ok? I was just caught up in the moment and I was stressed because the whole phan thing has started up again and I just wanted to see if we could make it work, just for the fans, but obviously not"

And with that, he slumped into the couch and pressed play.

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Ok!! here's my first phan fiction! I really hope you guys like it as much as you like my Phil fan fiction! please comment and vote it means a lot :)

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