YOU ARE READING My poems to Him Poetry Heartache #iloveyoustill Its not that easy 23 1 0 by Silently-Lies by Silently-Lies Follow Share Post to Your Profile Share via Email Report Story Send Send to Friend Share Post to Your Profile Share via Email Report Story You know my heart to wellYou know it won't help. I'm too caring You know it's true. I've beat myself up anywayAll because I couldn't stay. Now I want to curl up into a ballAnd wish it didn't happen at all.