Style ~ Bullied (boy x boy) *Kyle's POV

Pain

It's been a week and Stan has been right on my tail. I've been avoiding him sometimes. I duck my head when those people pass in the hallway. I know i'm giving him weird looks as we would walk together and my face would heat up with the thoughts that I would get. I'd want to kiss him so bad. I knew he was worried though, from the looks he gave me.

The bullying was getting worse, as was the urge to relieve the pain with that tiny little blade.

It was the weekend and Stan was staying over, I needed to be careful.

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The walk home was silent. I had my head down once again, my hair almost covering my eyes. A light warmth covered my cheeks, but I knew it wasn't the cold. We shuffled along the road, hands in our pockets.

As my house came into view I speed up a bit, trying to get home quickly. Stan didn't question me, just kept the same pace. Soon we came up to the front steps and I practically ran up them. Stan was after me, slightly slower. I kept going, straight through the door of the house. Not even waiting for Stan.

I heard him shut the door just as I was retreating upstairs. My mother called from the kitchen. "Kyle?" she called. I just ignored her, not listening to the conversation. I had to hide everything.

I ran straight past my room, not even dropping my backpack, and into the bathroom. I knew Stan was worried, and I knew he would snoop. So I gathered any evidence of my pain and threw it all out the window.

After that was done I ran back to the room. I slid to the floor and yanked Stan's stuff out from under the bed. I threw the duffel atop the bed and dashed to the tv set. I shuffled through the games and selected the newest purchase. I threw that on top of the bag and walk out of the room, now calmer.

Right as I was walking down the stairs I heard Stan. "I promise" was all I heard. 'Great' I thought to myself. I closed my eyes and shook my head as I continued my descent. Not realizing Stan.

As I scurried down the steps I opened my eyes to see Stan heading towards me. My eyes widened right when he looked up. He looked just as surprised as I felt.

Before anything else could happen, I rammed into Stan. Since he was bigger instead of tumbling down the stairs, he fell on top of me. I heard a loud crack and felt a splitting pain in the back of my head. I clenched my eyes shut.

For a moment everything was silent. He lay on top of me, not daring to move.

I felt him move his head a bit and I could feel his stare on my closed eyelids. I could tell there were small tears in my eyes and my breath was a little rapid.

I opened one of my my eyes and heard him suck in a tiny breath. His blue eyes stared straight into mine and I shuddered. I stared at him for a moment and I noticed his face getting a tiny bit redder.

Suddenly my face was really really hot, as I realized the position we were in. My eyes widened. I knew I was blushing all the way to my ears. I could feel myself getting a boner.

'Oh no, oh no, oh no!' I thought and started squirming around rapidly.

"Hey, hey Kyle, calm down would you" I heard him say, but I kept squirming. I didn't need him knowing how I felt. I heard him sigh and felt the weight lift from my chest. I shoot straight up and run back up the stairs, but I stop at the top.

"You ok Ky?" I heard his concerned but confused voice. "Fine" I managed. Then I just continued up the stairs, heading to the bathroom.

'I don't need you seeing my pain' I thought, tears forming in my eyes and slipping down my face.

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