HIM. ANDRE T. SMITH, WAS ALL I NEEDED. AT THE AGE OF 17, I WAS SURE THAT HE WAS ONE ..... MY FIRST LOVE OR MAYBE THIS WAS JUST A FILING THAT WAS SURE TO DIE OUT. I COULDN'T SHAKE THESE'S FEELINGS, AND MY THOUGHTS BECAME MORE AND MORE UNHOLY. HE KNEW WHO I WAS, BUT I DONT THINK HE KNEW HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM. DAYS IN AND DAYS OUT MY MIND WONDERS ABOUT HIM AND I HAVING A RELATIONSHIP. I NEVER EVEN WORKED UP THE COURAGE TO SAY HI TO HIM.
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SCIENCE CLASS WAS STARTING AND LIKE USUAL I WAS THE FIRST ONE THEIR. I AND MY FRIENDS ALEYA AND MIA STARTED TO BEGIN OUR DAILY RITUAL...GOSSIPING ABOUT THINGS WE SAW, THINGS WE HEARD AND THINGS WE DID OVER THE WEEKEND, BUT TODAY I WAS DISTRACTED. I HEARD EVERY WORD THEY SAID, BUT I WASN'T THERE. MY MIND BEGIN TO EXPLORE, WONDER, AND THINK ABOUT HIM. FROM THAT, I ZONED OUT ONLY IN MY DAYDREAM I SAW THE SUNSET SHADOW OVER ANDRE. HIS SKIN STARTED TO GLOW, AND HIS EYE'S BEAM A SPARKLE. ANDRE SLOWLY LEAN IN TOWARD INTO ME, I DID THE SAME AND RIGHT BEFORE THE KISS.
"NYJA, NYJA.......NJYA!" ALEYA SAID SHAKING ME AND LAUGHING AS IF SHE KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON. "OMG NJYA YOU'RE DOING IT AGAIN," MIA SAID LAUGHING AS HARD AS ALEYA. "WELL I CAN'T HELP IT, YOU KNOW THAT," I SAID AS I STARTED TO LAUGH WITH THEM. "LET ME GUESS ANDRE," ALEYA SAID IN A MOCKING VOICE AS SHE TEASED ME. "AND YOU'RE POINT," I SAID AS MY TONE OF VOICE CHANGE INTO SASS. "WHAT SHE IS TRYING TO SAY IS YOU CONSTANTLY THINK ABOUT THIS NIGGA..... TO SUM THIS SHIT UP IT'S 24/7 A DAY GIRL" MIA SAID AS HER EYES WIDEN STARRING IN MY EYES, AS IF SHE WAS WAITING FOR ME TO DENY ALL THAT SHE HAD SAID. " YEAH, BUT......." I SAID BUT WAS CUT OFF BY MS. MOAS MY TEACHER, AS SHE STARTED TO TEACH.
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The Beginning Towards the End
EspiritualIt's just a matter of time until we're over. I constantly ask myself when it's over will I be the same. Was the bullshit worth it? Was he worth it? My mind stumbles on the simple fact that everything was a lie, but was the truth? The searching for t...
