The fact , that you should be strong in your present where almost the time you goes you spent yr times with her. Youre too weak when she left , even for a reason. Hmm ;(
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I am so thankful that God gives me such a good person , in life. So to make it positive , yeah im experienced in a bless bonding of friendship. Once , happened and im shock too much , tears like heavy rain fall down. Knowing that she left me , she goes to kmk , prepares herself , her bag and write letter for me , also she gives me tudung , a lot kot (very thanks to you) and i really surrounded by so much thought at that time & its a mess , seriously. Like, what could i do to stop her , she goes for a reason. We dont have idea what to do if we're missing each other. All the time , i am crying. All the time she makes me thinks abt her a lot. All the times , all the things i did & i go , things goes to you. I guess my rumets also cannot handle to look how sad i am. To , masjid toilet katil meja study loker bilik aktiviti , i keep on crying badly. Seriously my first time ever , for this short yet the best friendship ever.
Friendship really puzzled you , like what i am right now. Not saying i am kind or nice or fake or whtevr. But , i really changed myself from the past. From the super active person who talks a lot and crazy to the passive one and currently dont care about those negative saying , too much. The one that get pissed off easily yet still macam mudah terhibur sometimes , and get too sad and guilty for the mistake i did. See?
So here , mmtns we build from the routine all this while is going to masjid together , and of course God really bless this kind of bond, thats why it is a bit sad to be apart when she is the only one who did good things together. A tutormate , who understand me well and keep on buying ice cream for me (really fav since in matriculation) , soulmate for the problems we have , supportive kind of friends in kuliah , we just hit each other when we get too sleepy even jun still dalam khayalan lagi. Sometimes i feel like wanna punch her head hahaha geram ni ! Choc mate , gaduh mate , a baby gajah mate (suddenly nickname) , food hunter mate like a lot , but we have chemistry in physical outlook so who cares hahaha and banyak lagi okay 👌
Nah ikr life is like 🎡 sometimes upper sometimes we're at down. I need to accept that , even its hard and even its so hard. I always become sad but then i motivate myself. I wanna be happy , like everyone knows happy is an option so its okay dearself , youre so used with this. Things become a great memories , and memories wont fade right. So here i wanna thanks to my ijun , sincerely. For making me realizes that i shouldnt lose you as my bestfriend for ever. Busy life amd not always keep in touch is not issues for me to forget you , since youre already in my heart my du'a and last , gumawo siti junaidah manshor. Please dont forget me in future , in case youre gonna get marry , call me. Ily to the moon and back , baby gajah hihihih babai 👋
People , look up! Please realize every good person that comes to you, and keep them !
