dangerous woman ↝ maloley

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zeva;

two fucking months. i'd been in this shit hole for two fucking months and i was already sick to death of everybody here, every living thing, every item here. i found my days passing by slowly as i only moved to do three things; get food, go to the toilet and walk on the unusual occasion of a visitor. 

nobody new here had arrived for the past two weeks. the last one was apparently some mid aged woman who got done for drowning her three children. i hadn't seen her yet, they were probably hiding her from public eye.

but why was she in a prison? she needed the asylum.

they'd been at least five to arrive after me two months ago, that's not including the crazy woman i just told you about. two were a little bit older than me, maybe a year or two, and the other three were at least four years older than me. so, everybody who arrived here lately had been between the ages of 19 and 22, then that 35-ish woman. 

then there was my 18 year old self who got her ass thrown in jail.

and not for the first time.

i'd been here once or twice before, but not for nothing special. for theft. put it this way, after that time my parents wanted nothing to do with me. that was two years ago.

i was doing well, my business was doing well. i was getting away with things perfectly until that bitch snitched me up to the police for dumping his ass.

he could've supported me in the times we dated and got a job instead of lying to me and saying he was heading to work but instead went over the road to fuck the woman old enough to be his mother.

yeah, that hurt but i got over him quickly. i promised myself not to hurt him, but if i see him one more time i'm not going to doubt my actions. if i snap him, if i break his skull, i'm not sure i'll be sorry.

he'd already moved on. he'd came in during visiting hours to tell me. some girl named yasmine or some shit, not that i cared. 

i could've snitched his ass up for the things he did two years ago but i wasn't that kind of person.

yet.

boys were just stupid. they messed you about or played you and then as soon as you dump their ass they get all 'i'm sorry'.

bitch, you were never sorry. you watched me as i made the money for us to live off, so we could pay the rent and as soon as i dumped your ass because you fucked the woman over the road and repeatedly lied to me you snitched my ass up to the police.

for prostitution.

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