shot in the heart with a BB// Death Note fanfic

lAs I stand there on that 2 inch ledge wondering whether to jump off the 5 story building. The wind blows through my black hair. 'Should I do this?' ... 'Yes!' I take one step and I'm falling. I close my eyes and... 'wait!' I open my eyes and jet out my wings...  

I was to late, I'd already hit the ground. 

Maybe I should start off at the beginning of my life instead the end... so here it goes. 

September, 10, 2013 I'm in 7th grade my name is Lexi Qurtez. I have brown hair, blue eyes, and I get bullied a lot. I'm not fat, not mean, and not a bully. My only friend is Amanda, she's not the skinnest person around, but like I said ... she's my friend all the same.  

"Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!" Amanda screams in her British acent while running toward me. "I huh w-watched huh the anime D-Death Note huh..." "Amanda I think you need to sit down." I exclaimed pushing her toward the bench. "huh thanks... anyway, like I was saying L is so so so so so so kawai!" "hu? oh is he that dude on your shirt? And what exactly does kawai mean?" "dummy," she teased while laughing, "kawai means cute, and yes L is the dude on my shirt, any way I'm gonna tell you what Death Note is now. Well a death note is a book where you write someones name in it and then 40 seconds later they die of a heart attack! I've already finished the whole series it broke my heart when L died in the 25 episode... but I still love the series oh and I HATE Light Yagami cuz he's a killer named Kira and... and... he got a shinigami named Rem to kill L!" "that sounds interesting..." Coach:"kids, 7th graders, or whatever you want me to call you get in line, were doing pure cardio!" Amanda groand "not cardio you know I can't do that stuff!" "c'mon Amanda let's go." I replyed to her fuss so she wouldn't get in trouble by the coach.  

After about 7 minutes of pure cardio Amanda was already delusional and the coach made her sit out for the rest of cardio, which lasted 40 minits. After cardio was over I walked to Amanda out of breath and still panting I said, "d-do huh y-you huh want-t huh to b-be my par-rtner in-n huh frissbie huh?" "sure." she smiled and grabbed me by the shoulder. I went to grab a frissbie but someones hand was already on it.  

my bully Elizabeth was the owner to that hand, and she looked mad. Her lips moved fast but I didn't hear a word she said. "hu?" I asked then I remembered that she was mute, couldn't talk cuz she was stupid enough to fall off her bike and land on her throat. She almost died, but she didn't they just had to preform surgery on her throat, matter of fact, she just got out of the hospital today. 

I smiled then gave her the frissbie. 'atleast she couldn't call me flat-chested freak or anny of the other stuff she used to call me.' She held up her middle finger then left. I rolled my eyes then grabbed the last one. it was red and was sharp at the edge. 'hu... you could kill someone with this.' I thought then shivered.  

The first few throws of the frissbie went ok, but then it cut my finger when I cought it. "ouch!" I said sucking the blood away. I shruged and got over it. I decided to throw the frissbie as hard as I could back at Amanda, but the wind took it in a different direction altogether. Elizabeth was just explaining how if anything were to hit her in the neak she would die of blood-loss from the scar being so freash when it happened. 

As I threw my frissbie it hit Elizabeth hard in the throat. I heard a scream and she fell over. I ran to help, but I couldn't do anything she was bleeding from the scar on her neck. The blood poored out everywhere. I put my hands over my mouth while I screamed at the top of my lungs, knowing I did this. Everyone turned to look at me and Amanda knowing where the frissbie came from. I fell to my knees speachless, as the coach came to investigate what had happend, and as soon as he saw that 12 year-old girl lying there not moving he called 911. 

"Wow Lexi, I knew you hated Elizabeth, but you didn't have to kill her..." Amanda said. "shut up! I didn't mean to!" I screamed back. I ran away from the field, opend the school enterence gate, and jumped on my bike, not caring to put on my helmet.