Gamer Love

Oh really?

I was playing with my two best friends nrm and XGN RaginHeaven. While Heaven was making fun of me because he had a better k.d. then me, I got a message from a random person. I opened the message and it said "My friends told me about u, I bet u think ur soo good don't u, 1v1 me right now." I tell my friends about the message and they that I should 1v1 him. So I sent him saying "Yea, I'll 1v1 you,give me a sec." I get the game set up and I invite him. He joins my game and he tells me to bring up the budget to 17, but I say "No, the way you talked to me says that you don't need that many class perks." He mumbles something under his breath. I'm sure I had a pretty good idea what it was. I ignored it and started the game. I spawned in with the same class as always. The match starts and I don't feel to good about my chances of winning. Then my two friends joined the game to watch me play. So far I was 1-4, my friends kept saying things like its ok your just warming up now. I barely hear them though, since I'm focusing on kicking this guys butt. I'm really, really competitive when it comes to gaming. The match was basically over and I was depressed. He had 29 points and I had 28. I looked at the radar and saw that he was about two seconds from turning the corner of the yellow house. I timed it perfectly and got the kill. He shouted in the mic, "What!?" I felt like me ears were bleeding. I lowered the volume of my mic, while making a face that showed how much pain and agony I was in. In the end I lost the match. It wasn't the first time I lost a 1v1 to someone but, this time, it was different. It actually hurt because I was trying to prove I was good at the game. My friend XGN said, "Its ok bloody, you can't win em all." I say "Yea, I know." I say bye to my friends and leave the party. I'm so sad I don't even know what to do so I just turn off the system. I lay down on my bed and think about life.