5/1/2016
Failure? There's this girl who often hear this everytime she failed and disappointed someone who is expecting so much from her. At night while she was at the corner of her room, negatives thoughts were rapidly flowing through her mind. Monster inside her will start to mock her. Say things that would make her feel useless even more. She tried to tell her problems to her parents but they didn't give a damn. Her friends left her because she is useless. She was completely alone. No one dares to understand nor listen to her. At school, her classmates begun to bully her too. She has no one to protect her. She cried in pain at her room. She was thinking to end her agony already. Yes the monster inside her was slowly winning against her. She took the blade and put it on her wrist and was about to push it deeper but she heard a small voice. Calling her name. She looked around but no one was there. She was about to continue but she heard that voice again. This time louder. It was familiar. She heard it again and much louder this time. And again, and again then she woke up. Yeah, she was just having a nightmare. Its not true that she was alone because she have me. Ah, because she was not dreaming anymore, the 'she' was 'you'. Yep. You. You are not alone babygirl. You have me. I'm here to cheer you up everytime you are feeling down. Make you feel happy everyday of your life. Make you my angel because you exactly look like one. And make you the most beautiful bride soon.. Soon ofcourse because you have to kiss me first. Kisseu kisseu :* but you have to brush your teeth first--Kidding i know you have that strawberry-taste like mouth so i would love to explore it using my tongue. Isn't is ameyzeng?
