Let me share with you what I wrote in my diary on May 02, 2016.
"I feel more motivated. I feel more independent.
I think this started with what I've gone through.
It's all in your mindset. The fact that you know your worth has a great impact. It radiates. You glow more because your mind is positive and open. You yourself can witness it. You don't feel as awkward as you do way back then, because you know no one and nothing can bring you down.
You're a tough concrete. You don't fall off easily.
Who you think about yourself is who you are.
I'm happy with who I am now. Excited to know myself more.
Yayyy!"