Troubled Love (Boy x Boy)

Chapter 3

"I told you they were delicious." He said placing his lips softly on mine.

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Josh's POV-

"I told you they were delicious." He said placing his lips softly on mine.

I blushed instantly. I could feel the heat coming off of my cheeks as he kissed my lips with such passion. I kissed him back. Our lips went together so perfectly like pieces of a puzzle. Except he was my missing puzzle piece. I could feel my heart beating so hard out of my chest. The kisses grew harder and our love for each other got stronger. I embraced him with every kiss. I never felt this connection before. He pulled away from me looking away quickly. He was blushing. I could tell by the way he is to embarrassed to even look at me. But it's okay, I guess you could say it was sort of...cute. I grabbed ahold of his hand rubbing my thumb across the top of his fingers. 

"What's wrong Brenden?" I said with concern in my voice. I love him deeply and I wanted him to be mine but we couldn't..it just wouldn't be right..would it?

He just looked down and shook his head and jerked his hand out of mine. 

"I think you should go."

My heart dropped straight down to my ass. I felt a lump forming in my throat then my eyes began to water but I blinked back my tears. 

"What do you mean?" I said my voice sounding shaky. You could tell I was about to cry but I didn't want to make him feel any worse than I do for being stupid enough to let him kiss me or let alone me kiss him.

"Dude...did you not hear what I said?" he said waving his hand in front of my face. 

"Yeah I heard, You want me to leave and never come back right?

"No?" He said with a bit of "What the fuck do you mean?" in his voice. "I said you should probably go and get a shirt on or something before my mom comes home." 

I nodded and ran upstairs feeling like a complete idiot. I guess as soon as I heard "You should go" my brain just cut off the rest of his words. "Fucking idiot!" i yelled at myself. I should've known that's something he wouldn't have said. 

I run upstairs into Brendens bedroom to go and retrieve my shirt but I couldn't seem to find it. His mom is honestly the last person I want to see me shirtless in just my basket ball shorts. Hell no. After what seemed to be 15 minutes of searching I finally found my shirt. I quickly put it on and went downstairs. I walked in the kitchen and Brendan was no where to be found. 

"Brendan?" I said looking around for him. I looked in the living room, knocked on the bathroom door, looked in his mom and dads room, looked in his sisters room, even outside and he was no where to be found. My smile fell down into a frown. "Did he just go run a quick errand without telling me?" I ask myself plopping down onto his couch.

A few moments pass before I hear the lock on the front door become unlocked and the door knob turns to open up for his mother and sisters to come in. His mom comes in with a worried look on her face. 

"What's wrong?" I ask her now getting concerned. 

"Where's Brendan?" She asked sounding more worried than I thought.

"I dont know." I say. "I was looking for him and I couldn't find him."

His mom just plopped down on the couch next to me and let out a heavy sigh and whispered into her hands. "I wish he would stop doing these stupid things."

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Hey guys! Sorry it took me so long to update this chapter. My family is having a lot of stuff going on. Anyway, I hope you are enjoying the story so far and hopefully I can update more often! Thank you guys so much for reading and enjoying this story as it is continued to be written! Thank you ^-^

~Lee~