This is the first thing ive posted on here...Im a little nervous lol(: but I didnt plan on putting any of my stories or poems on here. My friends said I should lol and that they were good but there my friends they would say that lol...So here they are I guess(:
Cold Dark Prison
I sit here in my cold dark prison
Trying to be heard
To be seen
To be loved
Needing someone to help me
Hoping somebody will come But I sit here day in a day out
And no one heres me
No one sees me
No one loves me
No one helps me
No one comes
As I sit here in my cold dark prison
Lost And Alone
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Why
I walk around the outside world
Watching people laughing, loving, living
Smiling, and being happy
And I ask myself
Why can't I do that
Why can't I be that
Why do I always cry?
Why do I always hate?
Why do I always frown??
Why can't I be happy???
Please tell me why??
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Whats Going To Happen To Me
Whats going to happen to me?
When if all falls apart at the seems?
When my dreams become unreachable dreams?
When darkness washes over me in waves that never end?
Whats going to happen to me?
When I finally let the darkness take me under
When I let my dreams become unreachable
When I let it all fall apart
Whats going to happen to me?
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Pain
There's a pain inside me that won't go away
No matter how many times I ignore, deny, or run away
Im afraid the pains here to stay
My family and friends can see im in pain
But they just turn away and act like they never seen it
As I stand here cold and in pain
Trying to be strong
Trying to hold on
Waiting for the day when all the pain goes away
As I stand here waiting for the day
When I can finally be happy
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Changing
Everything is changing so fast
What I thought would last a life time
Is ending so fast
Im not ready for this change
I want it to go back to the way it use to be
But things wont go back they'll never go back
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Death
Death is hateful
Death spares no one
Death has no feelings
Death comes and takes
But always leaves a trace
A trace of sorrow
A trace of pain
A trace of anger
For the death of a loved one
That death has came and taken
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Wondering Why
I sit here wondering why
Why I hurt?
Why I cry?
Why I can't be loved?
Why Im judge and hated
Before they even get to know me
To see me, to hear me
Why am I always left behind
So many question that I don't know how to answer
So I just sit here wondering why
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MADNESS
Madness is the key to my world
Depression is the key to my death
Death is the key to my hell
And he is the key to my everything
