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As I sit down, Tiffany walk right through the doors. I haven't seen my Cousin Since her Wedding. Tiffany is married to her high School sweetheart Micheal and they have two kids ( Mj and Tami ). I got up to hug her and then she sit down.Tiffany is the only person that can see through my Smile no matter how much I try to hide my pain from her she knows me to well to know something is wrong with me.She didn't waste anytime to ask me What was Up with me. Tiffany: How You Been and be honest I know something is wrong with you I can see it. Me : I'm Fine Tiffany it's just that sometimes I want to just give up on life cause I hate to see my mom sick like that. The Cancer she doesn't deserve it she's a Good person and sometimes I question God why he put her through this cause in the end it's always going to come out As a bad result . You know she's my mom my only mom the person that's always there for me when I need her ,the person that would tell me I'm wrong and I should make things right. I want my Mom to be able to see me walk down the aisle and I want her to be able to see her First Grandchildren.. I don't want to sound selfish but it's unfair that this is happening to her. As I sit there crying I couldn't even eat me I lost my appetite. Tiffany: I can't say that I know what Yu going through cause I honestly don't but I do know that Yu just can't blame God for this, I know your mad and you want her there all the time but Yu have to understand that whatever she's going through it hurt her .Your Mom is strong Black Women and I know it hurts you to see her like that but the question you would have to ask yourself would you rather see her like that in so much pain or see her at peace. As I finish lunch with Tiffany I when back to the Office to finish something paper work I was doing for this Big case I have coming up in a Week ,this would be my first case As a Lawyer and I have to make a big impression on the Judge. As I for ready to leave I told Bella by and she should call me later she said Okay don't forgot we going to to get Drinks I said Okay and when to get a Cab

As I walk in the house I saw my Mom sitting in the Living Room reading a book I said Good Night Mom She said Hi How was my Day I said it was Good and ask Where was Dad she said he still at work I told her I'm going out with Bella tonight for some drinks.                                       *Later On That Night *(James)                                  As I watch Tv  (Monday Night) . I realize that no matter how much money I have, I'm still don't have that special someone to share it all with. I Want someone that's going to be my ROD someone that can make me finally leave the game someone that I could Start a family with. As I sit there trying to plan out how my future would be *Phone Rings *                                    Jerry (BestFriend): Yo J Wat Yu doing tonight.                                                                 Me:Nothing just home watching Basketball.                                                           Jerry : Come On get dress we going  One Drop Meet me there in an Hour.  *Phone Hang Up *                                                                   One Drop was one of my many bars. It was the only bar that I part own. Jerry is my Business Partner. Jerry and I grew up in the Same neighborhood , I knew him since middle school and since then we been bestfriends. Unlike myself Jerry had both of his parents that try to give him everything but someway he still end up in the street's hustling . I wouldn't say I grew up poor .My Mom try to give me everything that I need from clothes to shoes and food on the table my Dad die when I was three and he didn't have anything to leave so it was just me and my Mom. Now that I have the money I move my Mom out of that neighborhood into a nice house in Long Island even through she don't like what I do she still support me and wants the best for her only child but she said she ready for Grandchildren now LOL  ...                                         *KimBella * (One Drop )