Undo

The dark has crept upon me. I was alone.. He's gone, out of my life now...but it was too soon. I wasn't ready to see him go out of my life like this. I leaned against the wall in the alley and slide down it, tears streaming down my face. Why did he hide this from me..? I whispered to myself. I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn't. So I let it out. I screamed out in pain while the tears kept coming. Why..? Why he did have to die!? "Daniel..." I cry softly. Thoughts ran through my head, memories of us together...when he was alive..and happy. I felt a cold droplet on my pale skin, it soon began to shower shortly after; I slowly stood with a blank-almost dead like stare and stumbled down the sidewalk, not caring about the rain."I'm sorry Daniel... I'm so sorry" The tears kept coming; I know that he's gone, but I wasn't ready to let him go just yet. " Why didn't you tell me?!" I screamed out; my legs started becoming weak, but I continued walking. I didn't know where I was walking to, nor was I really paying attention my mind was just stuck on Daniel. I remember how we met, it was at this cafe I worked at, that day he asked me out. To think that was six years ago. Apparently he was diagnosed with heart disease, and his condition...wasn't curable. 

I never would've have thought that he would leave..even after he proposed.. he left. I looked up to the dark gloomy sky as the drops of water fell on my face. If only there was a way to fix this..undo what had happened..to let me see him again. I would take any chance. 

As I walked I bumped into many people hearing complaints as they kept on walking, I didn't stop to yell back like I normally would. I didn't feel like doing anything. I waited for a while before crossing the road thinking it was clear. But I was wrong. 

Beep.. Beep..Beep..

The sound quickened. I only saw Daniel. I saw him smiling and offering his hand to me. I reached out to grab it and just as I did..the beeping had stopped and I was put to eternal sleep beside Daniel in a bed six feet under..I wish to undo what happened before.. I'm still with Daniel..with that I'm happy.