holy shit guys, let me just tell you about the shit wattpad has put me through. i've been trying to publish chapters and updates to let you guys know what's going on, but wattpad was not having it. i deleted the app and my phone wouldn't let me download it again. i've literally been trying to do this for over four months. i am so sorry for the wait, but wattpad fucking hates me. please, do not lose interest in this story and expect a new chapter in about an hour to two hours. it's currently 1:00 in the morning and i've spent over 40 hours in the hospital over the course of 4 days. i am so truly sorry for not posting a new chapter. i love you guys and thanks for sticking around.