Hello Mr. Payne A Zaim Au

chapter 3

Zayn POV

Does not have a school that I couldn't believe I actually fell asleep in class the teacher is not yelling at me last just got over I wonder why the teacher didn't yell at me

Mr Payne. Zayn class is over and you look like you have not slept in days what's going on with your head because this is like the 4th or 5th day that I've been here and you always kept up with your schooling and everything and stuff like that your head in the class so I kind of figured when you fell asleep something's up you want to talk to me about it I have a free. This. And from what I heard it is yours as well do you need ear

Zayn well it's like this mr. Payne at home my father is an ass my mother is ill and I'm trying to look after my two younger sisters my older sister is going to college and then trying to make a name for herself so she can get back to get us but she got no way of doing that so she is just going to get to school the best you can and everything and I'm helping my younger sisters and then others survived because my father is a big ass he was a drug dealer and she is so yeah I usually don't tell nobody all this but there's no way of me getting out of this and I think you're someone that I can trust I can probably help me and my mother and my sisters I don't know how much time their mother has left she I'll

Mr Payne wow that's quite a situation you do know that I don't live too far from your house because I'm roommates with mr. Tomlinson so if you need anything you know where she lives don't you because he said he knew you ever since you were little

Zayn yeah he's a couple years older than me a few years older but he used to be like a big brother to me growing up she saw me being picked on or anything like that he'd stepped in it seeing stuff like that

Mr Payne will you do know where we live in the same area that me and mr. Louis Tomlinson you keep an eye out and everything for you ask for anything you know where we live because you said you know the address and stuff like that so if you have to get away with your sisters and me emergency don't hesitate to come to us

Zayn wow thank you mr. Payne I mean I know what happened five best friends and everything in their families try to help and my father threatens their families if they do anything so yeah I don't want that to happen to them but if my father don't know that I have a teacher that I can find in the can help and that would be just great I really have to find a way out not so much for myself I mean I can just leave my money to know my age but I'm concerned about my sisters and I will not abandon them

Mr Payne I quite well get it and everything and even some snow for you. And you're free. I have a couch in my office why don't you lie down and get some sleep so you don't fall behind in your other classes and if you need me for anything we can always talk more and I will go and talk to the principal Simon Cowell of nowhere you're too in case you do this when your classes because this is not right what's going on

Zayn yes he's very principled and everything he does what he can to help everybody have and I mean he's been there for me over the years but like you said he can't do much without proof but now that we have a chance to probably get proof would be great yeah he understands these situations when I have fallen asleep this is not very often that happens to me so it's good to know that he's willing to let me get dressed as crazy then when I'm up half the night and my sisters because my father comes home drunk and stuff

Mr Payne yeah it's been a minute what's that on your arm and looks like there's a bunch of cuts and everything you want to tell me what's going on there

Zayn well because of everything that my father has put me through I feel like I'm worthless so I'm cutting everything to take away the pain and scary and stuff I know I should be doing it and stuff just the only thing that can ease it right now

Mr Payne make you a deal you can do anytime you feel like hurting yourself or cutting or anything like that you can see me okay I don't want to see nothing happened to you you're a beautiful young boy and I mean trust me I can tell that you're okay and believe it or not I'm gay as well that's why I hate it when all the girls around here try to flirt with me I just wish they can get it under their control but they can't have me when I don't swing that way

Zayn wow your gay I am damn you're hot sorry about everything and that is just I never thought I'd get a teacher that we understand what it's like to be the student when you're gay and I understand why you be picked on and everything and that because of all the s*** you've been through it where you are gay and your heritage

Mr Payne believe it or not I mean I have been picked on because my heritage into anything like that but I have been picked on because I am gay and because I was overweight and everything has a kid and I only had one kidney it was horrible

Well I couldn't tell you that everything that's going on with me mr. Payne sort of living himself in school dance and he's gay and I'm eighteen and he's only in his twenties so I like those new school rules but what would he see in a broken boy like me