Complicated love

Chapter one

"I'm so sorry mom, dad, Zach, Maddy, Ryleigh, Josh"I say slitting my wrist every time I say a name. I'm in the girls bathroom at my school. This all happened because of Liam and Cameron the two boys who ruined my life. Everyday they trip me push me say I'm nothing, I'm trash, I'm a lesbian and now I'm done with it all "you two finally got what you wanted, me to be gone." I yell and slit my wrist again as I watch the blood fall the door opens and my best friend Maddy walks in.
"Trinity why did you do this?" She says and I just look at her
"Liam, Cameron the fact that I'm not good enough for the boy of my dreams." I say slitting my wrist again she runs out and gets a teacher by this point the blood has pooled on the floor and I just stare at it smiling. Everything starts fading and i hear someone bust through the door I look over an the last thing I see is the blue eyed brown haired boy of my dreams
Josh Sullivan. Then it's all black. All the sudden I'm in a boat with two men on it one fishing one cooking the fish on a single burner. I recognize them immediately it's my moms step dad my grandpa Dave and the other is my dad's dad my Pèrpè
"Trinity your so beautiful why did you do it?"my grandpa Dave says
"No matter what anyone says Trin your sweet, your smart and, your beautiful. That boy you keep saying is the boy of your dreams believe it or not your his one and only he likes you a lot when he heard your friend Maddy yell you hurt yourself he went running no one knew why except his blonde friend." My Pepe says reeling a fish in.
"No no one likes me it's impossible I'm a evil bitch I'm retarded and I am as ugly as the devil himself."
"No your not and your also not ready to die. You need to wake up and get your man."
"Ok just two questions. Pepe have you been there with us the whole time even when Dez totaled her car?"
"Yep if I hadn't been there she'd be here lecturing you too."
"Thank you our lives would be so different with out her and grampa Dave are you as disappointed in Kyle As we all think?"
"Even more. Now it's time for you to go Josh is waiting for you he'll be there when you wake up." And that's the last thing I hear before everything is black. It's like this for a long time then I open my eyes.
I look around I see Maddy Josh Mom Dad Zach my brother and my friends Autumn and Jaina,who were the only reason I'm not already dead. Half of them were asleep Josh was in the corner looking out the window crying silently, Autumn and Jaina were crying in the corner texting someone probably one of my other friends or more than one of them and Maddy was standing in the door way looking for someone.
"Come here you two." I said pointing to Autumn and Jaina they all jumped "omg your awake" Autumn says running over to me and hugging me Jaina appears on my other side and I smile.
"God I missed you two" I say hugging them both tight. When I let go I wipe the tears from my face I look up and Josh is at the end of my bed."your here?"I say confused.
"Yeah your like my best friend after Titan"
"Really?" I say giggling
"Yeah. I really like you when I heard Maddy yell you had slit your wrist I jumped up and ran everyone in the room stopped talking except Cam Jordan and Liam Van Brunt's group."
"How long was I out?"
"Two weeks"
"Really. I bet nobody at school even noticed."
"Actually everyday someone from our home room has been on the announcements talking about your condition and between half and all the school show up everyday at school around five to show support for you. All your ex-boyfriends all your "enemies" all the popular kids. Everyone. There's people who want to be told as soon as you wake up so they can come see you. Your friend Danica's mom even said she'd drive Danica down from their new house so see could see you and you've been on the news every time is been on."
"Wow. Can I have my phone I need to text people apparently."
"Yeah here we'll start texting to. Oh and Titan Ryleigh and Jared are down stairs in the cafeteria." Josh says
"Jared is here!?!?!?" I screech not waking anyone thank god.
"Yeah he felt really bad about being mean to you and wants to apologize when you wake up"
"I doubt that he's probably gonna laugh at me and say I'm weak."I say
"Hey she's awake." I hear Titan say
"Yep." I say looking at my phone opening my friend Kaylee's contact and sending a message to her
T: hey it's Trin I woke up I little bit ago and wanted to tell you incase you wanted to visit me. And can you tell Danica I'm awake and to call me"
K: omg your ok I'm coming now Danielle is driving me and yeah Danica already said i had to she figured I'd be the first to know.
T:ok cool see you soon and tell her I'm waiting
K: ok I'm on my way she's gonna call you soon bye
T: bye
I text about a hundred more people and post stuff on Instagram and Facebook about me being ok and I'm awake. Then Kaylee shows up and we hug and talk about Ava Jacob Jordan and Dylan her brothers and sister and how their moms bringing them later. For the first time I feel like I have friends. Then the worst thing happened And in walk two people I did not want to show up. It was two of the people Cameron and Liam hangout with my worst enemy Zach Holland and Kaylee's ex-boyfriend Hunter Moon.
"You little bitch you got them thrown in a stupid group home and now they're probably going to Juve. All because your a weak selfish brat" Zach yells waking up my family
"Zach you need to leave now or I'm gonna call the cops" Josh says
"You can call them it they won't do shit"
"They will if I say your another reason I'm here." I say
"What will they do put me in a home with Liam and Cam."
"They'll separate you all if I tell them to. I'm the victim not you"
"Your the victim of what being retarded?"
"Zach you need to shut the fuck up right now or you won't be ok."I hear a familiar voice say. Zach turns and sees Jared and Ryleigh. Then I realized it was Kaylee's sister Danielle who said it as she walked into the doorway.
"Witch one of you said that?"hunter said
"Me" Danielle said
"Oh please you couldn't hurt a fly." Hunter said
"Oh really how much you wanna bet" Danielle said
"My life" the boys say in unison
"Ok let's go me vs both of you right now in the parking lot"
"Danielle stop I don't want violence unless I'm kicking ass especially his." I say pointing to Zach
"Let's go bitch I'll take you down faster than cam would."
"I'm good with that" I say siting up to get out of the bed and I pull my iv out of my arm I unwrap the pulse monitor from my wrist and crack my neck and knuckles.I stand up and walk towards him grab his shoulder and punch him directly in the face, causing him to fall over and hunter to grab me by the waist so, I kicked back and hit him in the nuts causing him to drop me and fall. Josh ran out and got hospital security they took Zach and Hunter out of the room and called the police.
"Do you want me to keep hunter out of the juvenile detention system or not."I ask kaylee
"No put him in there he deserves it." She says giving me a hug.
"Ok" I say as two cops walk in and ask everyone to leave"no I want them all in here"
"Alright well we're gonna ask some questions and get your answers."he says glaring at my friends and family"ok excuse me for jumping right in but my first question is what happens just now with those boys"
"They're two more reasons I wanted to kill myself they did the same thing to me for three years longer than Cameron and Liam ." I say looking at Kaylee cause she knows about all of it.
"Ok well was there anyone else?"
"No." I say shrugging
"We have a report that you said you weren't good enough for the boy of your dreams just before you cut your wrist again."
"No. I didn't say that." I say lying and looking at Maddie and Josh who were standing next to each other.
"Alright last question this is for you and your parents." The cop says for the first time today I recognize my parents being here.
"What's the question?" I say looking at my parents
"Do you wanna press charges on these four boys Cameron Jordan, Liam Van brunt, Zachary Holland and, Hunter Moon?"
"It's up to you Trin" my mom says
"Yes" I say and the cop nods and gets up and starts to leave "wait can you separate them all" i say stoping the cop.
"Yeah if that is what you want." The cop says leaving
"Hey you ok?" Josh says coming over and grabbing my hand.
"Yeah I'm fine."
"Ok"
"Maddy Autumn Kaylee Jaina come here" I say and they do so I pull them into a hug "Ryleigh you too." I say into the hug and she comes over and I hug her as well.
"You guys are my best friends and if it weren't for you guys I wouldn't be here right now." I say after I let them go
"We know" autumn says smiling as we do our hand shake.
"Hey we're gonna go home." My mom says and leaves with my dad and brother.
"Is anyone else that we know of coming?" I ask and Josh says
"Yeah you have some friends coming and some of my friends like Mitchell, Isaiah, Braden."
"Ok. Which of my friends are coming?"
"Ruby, Sydney, Ashley, Jadia, Issac, Carlie, and Harmon." Maddie says
"Ok cool"
"Hey how are you feeling?"Titan says speaking for the first time since he got here.
"Ok. Better than I was." I say laying back in the hospital bed I start thinking about everything I've done that I regret and one of them is smoking weed actually I don't regret that then I think they may have drug tested me."wait did they drug test me?" I ask worried.
"No" Maddie says oh thank god.
"Ok"I say then Ruby, Sydney , Ashley, Jadia, Issac, and Carlie walk in.
"Hey how you feeling?" Ruby says
"Ok. I've been better and I've been worse." I say standing up and giving her a hug. I give the girls all hugs, take Issac's hat and have a small argument with him until he finally gives in.
"When is everyone else gonna show up?" I ask and Josh replies
"My friends will be here soon and Trinity is downstairs on her way up here." He says looking at his phone.
"Ok cool" I say as trinity walks in
"Hey how are you?" She says
"Once again I'm ok I've been better and worse." I say laughing because I've said it three times now.
"I'm hungry."
"What do you want I'll get it for you?" Titan says
"I want pizza" I say and Titan leaves to get me food.