Complicated love

Chapter two

"Hey guess what you can come home today" Josh says walking in my room and sitting next to my bed.
"I know I'm so happy." I say smiling because I'm not going back to my house I'm going to Josh's because I can't be left alone and if I go home I get left alone a lot so I'm going to hang out at Josh's house Ruby's house, Kaylee's house, and even Titans house. All their parents are glad to have me and to be part of me getting better both physically and mentally.
"I'm staying at your house for the next few days right." I ask because I'm still not positive of the plan.
"Yep then you go to the triplets for two or three days, then Titans for four or five days Ruby's for a few days then back to my house till Kaylee gets back from vacation so about four days" He says explaining the plans to me.
"Cool. I can't wait. Wait where am I gonna be sleeping?" I ask hoping I'm not sleeping near Jevon Josh's brother.
"Either in Jakes old room or mine if your ok with that" he says looking out the window.
"That's fine. I hope my mom and Jake show up soon." I say and Josh walks out to get the papers for us to sign so I can be released.
    My mom just left after signing the papers for Jake to take me home and bringing me clothes now I have to wait till Jake gets here.
"Josh where is he?" I say leaving the bathroom.
"He's five minutes away. Now please stop asking it's getting annoying" Josh  said because I've asked thirty times in the last ten minutes.
"Ok well he needs to hurry I just wanna leave this damn hospital" I say throwing my dirty hospital gown in the bin. 
"Let's head downstairs'' he says grabbing his phone off my side table. When we get down to the front lobby his brother is waiting outside.
''Here take my sweatshirt it's cold out there" Josh says stuffing his phone in the pocket of his shorts and taking his sweatshirt off.
"Thanks" I say as I put it on and grab my bags."Won't you be cold?"  
"No I don't get cold very easy" he says putting my duffle bag in the trunk of Jakes car. It's a twenty five minute drive to Josh's house so I was on Instagram talking to my friends who I'll be hanging out with over the next month or so.
"We're here" josh says getting out and opening my door for me.
"Thanks" I say walking to get my bags from the back.
"Here let me take those in.You just worry about your purse and phone." Josh says taking my bags from my hand making me laugh and him to ask "what?"
"Your being weird. Even weirder than normal, is there something going on?"
"No I just want you to feel welcome" he says smiling and jogging ahead of me so he gets to the door first. He opens the door and quickly shuts it.
"What are you doing?" I yell as i open the door and all the lights are off. Suddenly a hand covers my mouth and a arm slinks around my waist. I try to scream but I can't so I try to kick whoever it is but someone else grabs my legs so I can't kick.
"Stop hoe" I hear in my ear and I recognize the voice immediately and stop struggling. Once I get set down I look up and see Titan standing above me so I jump up , slap him and run out Josh's front door. Actually make that try to run out Josh's door cause next thing I know I'm laying on top of josh and Titans making kissing noises in the background.
"Shut up. Were just friends." I say blushing and making sure josh doesn't see.
I stand up and walk towards him.
"You come here" Josh says pointing to me so I walk over to him and he holds my hand in-between his hands. He leans his head in and sets his chin on my shoulder and whispers "I really like you and i know you like me to so..." He says then stands up regular, grabs my other hand with one of his and says
"Will you do me the honor of being my girlfriend".
''Finally you had the courage to ask her instead of distracting yourself with other girls" Titan says before I can answer Josh.
"I haven't answered yet don't ruin it for him." I say laughing at Titan as he puts his hands up in defense and sits down on the couch watching me and Josh as closely as possible.
"Josh I would love to..." I say and his face lights up "...but I'm not sure if I can trust it. I mean your amazing. Its just after how you've reacted about me liking you in the past and what happened when you asked me out and then like an hour later you broke up with me and I just don't know if that will  happen again." And he gets this look on his face like he was just told his puppy was stabbed my his mom who killed herself too and it makes me feel really bad so I lean in and kiss his cheek causing him to blush and me to smile. Then as we start to lean in Titan yells "whoa whoa whoa you two can't kiss your not dating" and I shot him a glare and he just laughs.
"Ok I understand that but will you please give me, no us a shot" josh says staring in to my eyes.
"Sure . But the first time there is any second thoughts from you it's over. Ok?" I say.
"Ok" he says smiling like its no ones business so I smile too and pull my hands out of his.
"Do you want me to go so you two can get closer?"Titan says wiggling his eyebrows and pointing to the door.
"No you can stay. We're not gonna get that close you perv." Josh says laughing and siting on the couch across from where Titan had been sitting.
"Josh where did my phone go?" I ask digging through my purse and looking around on the floor where I dropped my stuff when Titan grabbed me.
"No idea" he says getting up and helping me find it. After two minutes of us looking Titan gets up and helps us. I look up and see my purple sparkly case in Josh's pocket.
"Hey Josh come here" I say and he walks up to me. "Give me my phone" I say looking at him.
"I don't have it." He says and tries to walk away but I grab him by the back of the shirt."Give it to me" I say looking at him trying to get away and failing miserably so I reach down to his pocket and pull out my phone"Don't have it huh?" I say holding it up. "I swear I don't know how it got there" he says and Titan bursts out laughing. Me and Josh look at him with death glares and he stops laughing. Suddenly he takes off running towards Josh's bedroom and tries to shut the door but I stop him. I push the door open and shut it behind me and push Titan up against the wall "You know you fucked up bad right" I say as Josh walks in, pulls out his phone and, starts recording this"Yep I figured that out a minute ago" he says bracing himself for me to hit him. I let go and take a step back he realizes I let go and calms down then I punch him in the gut causing him to crunch up into a ball on the floor."hehe I can be violent" I say laughing then Titan gets up.
"If you weren't a girl is hit you so fucking hard right now" he says still holding his stomach and walking towards me. Next thing I know Josh is on top of Titan and they're rolling around on the floor all i hear is Josh say "you will never lay a finger on my girl" and just hearing that makes my day.