To The Real You [MinSul]

If Only You Knew (If Only Story 2)

IF ONLY

"You like Minho, don't you?" Amber spoke up asking Sulli.

"W-what are you talking about?" Sulli stuttered as she refused to look at Amber.

"It's obvious! Even Chanyeol knows!" Amber smirked.

"Well then, do you like Henry?" Sulli asked, nervously.

"He's like a good brotherly friend." Amber patted Sulli on the back. 

"Really?" Sulli raised an eyebrow facing Amber.

"Yeah, since we both speak English, it's easier for me to talk to him." Amber smiled.

"What about Krystal and stuff?" Sulli asked.

"Krystal is the same to me as Henry." Amber chuckled. "She's my perfect princess sister."

"I see." Sulli trailed off.

"What's wrong?" Amber asked.

"It's hard for me to hang out with Minho-oppa or Chanyeol-oppa without there being scandals or angry fangirls." Sulli sighed.

"Oh, I see." Amber mumbled.

"If I had met them before I had decided to join f(x), may be I would have gone back and stopped me from being Sulli and just being Choi Jinri." Sulli continued. "Then maybe it wouldn't be hard."

Amber hugged Sulli, both of them stayed in absolute silent. Being an idol meant a lot of sacrifices had to be made. Just like how some fans saw their idols as perfect beings - inhuman even - to Sulli, it seemed that way. It was suffocating, but the love of her fans kept her going. She would never choose to return back in time and change what had happened but sometimes she hoped for the 'if only's that could have maybe happened.

"How about we call Minho, and ask to hang out?" Amber broke the silence.

"What do you mean?" Sulli perked up, suddenly interested.

"I'll call Key-hyung too and the four of us can go somewhere, we'll plan it so you can go off with Minho." Amber smirked.

"I love you, hyung!" Sulli squealed as she bear-hugged Amber.

"Not as much as you love Minho, though." Amber whispered to herself.

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"Key-hyung!" Amber called as she ran over to the SHINee members who were relaxing in the common room.

"Hello, Amber!" Key replied, waving.

"Llama~" Minho sang.

"Hey, dino brother." Amber high-fived Jonghyun.

Sulli peered from outside the room as she listened in on what was happening. She was jealous of Amber who could easily befriend and hang out with anyone. If she were to list all of Amber's friends, it would take forever. Most of them were guys.There was Henry, Key, Jonghyun, Minho, Chanyeol, Suho, Xiumin, Kai, Donghae, Siwon, Yunho and these were only within the company.

"So what is SHINee up to right now?" Amber asked.

"Just chillin'" Key replied, furiously snapping photos of his face with his phone. "Posting this~"

"What's wrong?" Minho asked, turning his attention back to Amber.

"Nah, it's just Sulli and I are bored since all the others have schedules." Amber yawned.

"Sulli too?" Minho raised an eyebrow.

"Oh yeah, Luna's doing that musical." Onew added.

"Krystal is filming her drama." Taemin joined. "The one with Lee Min Ho and Park Shin Hye."