I wake. Like every morning, I get out of bed. I proceed to the wardrobe where I pretend is not complicated. I try to tell myself everything is going to be okay. I can't lie to myself. My only comfort is that it's almost over. It'll be over tonight.
Let's start around three months ago, when I didn't worry about the things I do now. When I could proudly say I was just a young girl who loved pink and was a little nervous to be heading off to high school. If I knew what my future would hold, I would've been more than nervous. Anyway, I had my trusty Totoro backpack and my lucky ribbon in my hair. I bid farewell to my mother and she took a photo to send to my grandparents. I unlocked the door and started walking towards my new school. Once there I would meet up with my old companions from when I was younger. I was excited to meet them all again.
This is when my life changed forever.
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