Little Miss Unwanted.

"Stay calm, Selena! Just stay calm and breathe in and out." john said desperatly to keep his wife calm.

About an hour ago, selena had suddenly really  painful contractions and they came to the hospital as fast as they could. The whole ride to the hospital was a real hell for John ! He had one blow after another to endure and one threat after another to swallow.

"CALM?!  YOU'RE NOT THE ONE WHO HAS TO PUSH A PERSON OUT OF YOUR GENITALS!" shouted Selena angrily.

John looked irritated at Selena. Ofcourse he felt sorry for her and he understood the pain must be unbearable but her behavior bothered him to death.

"Godamned, Selena!  I know you're in pain but stop screaming!  you're making too much drama about!"

"WHAT?!" Selena said as she sat up straighter .

How could the man who had promised to support her in good and bad days , tell her something like that? Okay , they were not married out of love , but that didnt give him a reason to talk like that..

" Who do you think who you are ? Because we are married does not mean that you can  tell me what to do and what not! It's all your fault , so the least you can do is show a little understanding!"

"Goddamned! We talked about that already 100 times ! My fault , my fault .. You are as much to blame as me!  I rather wanted an abortion too but it is what it is so shut up."

John was furious . Every day Selena blamed him for her pregnancy . All the feelings he ever had for her were changed into hate. Hate for Selena but most of all for the baby .

"Don't tell me to sh-" Before Selena could finish her ​​sentence , she was interrupted by a young nurse who kindly coughed .

" Sorry for interrupting , but  is it possible to be a little bit quieter?" she asked as gently as possible .

" If it is possible to start labor now it is possible for me to be quieter." said an irritated Selena .

"Selena! Calm! " John angrily hissed between his teeth .

The nurse looked at them and smiled.

"I understand that you 're hurt , but you will still need to hold on for a bit."

" I've been waiting 9 months long !"

" I understand but-"

"AAAARGGH!"

Her sentence was abruptly interrupted by a loud and painful cry of Selena . The pain was too much for Selena and the only thing she could do was squeeze . No matter how hard she tried, she could not stop.

"No no no," the young nurse said in panic. "hold on for a bit."

Marissa Jansen, the 20 -year-old nurse , had never helped with childbirt before. She didn't even have seen one yet.

"Oke," she suddenly said. " I'll get the gynecologist but then you need to have a little patience and hold on.Oke? "

"No!!  I can't do this anymore!" Selena said in pain as tears rolled down cheek.

"I... I... I can see the head." John stuttered.

Desperate Marissa went with her hands through her hair. If the gynecologist would know she led the childbirth on her own, without him or any other control , he would give her bad points on her probation report . But then again , she had to act now so that the baby could not choke. Bad points then, she thought.

"Oke, Selena, I want you to take a big gulp of air and squeeze as hard as you can."

"AAAAARGHH!!!!" tears still rolled down her cheeks. This was by far the most  painful experience ever. Never, ever, she would bring another child into this world!

" Come on, Selena ! another big squeeze and it's over."

"Isn't she beautiful? " Marissa asked as she wrapped the little girl in a blanket .

" Beautiful ? that thing is covered in blood and drool !" Selena said.

Marissa looked with big eyes at Selena. How could anyone speak of his own child as ' that thing ' ?

"Excuse me? ' that thing ' is your daughter !" she said, clearly irritated .

Selena before her mouth was open , the door flew open .

" What? How? .... Marissa , what is happening here ? Who has helped in childbirth ? " asked Frank DeBock, the gynecologist.

Marissa hit her eyes down , afraid to look at Frank .

"I wanted to come and get you , sir, but the head was already visible . I accept all the consequences , but I did not want to risk waiting . I'm really sorry . "

" Hmz .... At first sight everything looks normal but we'll talk about that later on . May I congratulate you on the birth of your daughter ? " asked Frank who looked from Marissa to Selena and John .

" I 'm tired and I want to sleep ." Selena said curtly . She didnt care if she had a daughter or not. She didn't want her .. not now and not ever.

" Oh yes ... of course . And what is the name of this beautiful girl? " Frank asked , looking at John .

"Leila." John said coldly .

He had to admit , she was beautiful but no feelings for her came up .

A beautiful name for a beautiful girl. Anyway , I leave you now and congratulations again . " Frank said as he shook John's hand .

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Sorry its a bit short but im really busy  lately.

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