Remember Me..(Girl version/love story with Zayn Malik)

Chapter 9

"Beep, Beep" goes my alarm. Zayn groaned as i turned it of. I slowly got out of bed and made me and Zayn some coffee. I scrolled through instagram, snapchat, and twitter. Zayn came in the room wearing his black boxers. Goddamn. "Good Morning Babe, how'd you sleep"? "I slept good how did you sleep"? "As long as you're here in my arms while i sleep i always sleep well". I'm done. All i could do was smile then give him a hug and kiss him on the lips. 

He smiled at my response and kissed me back. I told him I was going to take a shower then make some breakfast. I brought my calvin klein undergarments and chose to wear black skinny jeans with a light blue denim shirt. When i finished my shower and got dressed i put my hair in a high ponytail. When i walked out i put my pajamas in my bag that i brought and joined Zayn.

When I walked in all I could smell was the smoke from cigarettes and Zayn smoking them. I stared at him with disbelief, anger, sadness, and frustration. He promised how could he start again when he was so close to stopping for good? I'm so done with him right now. How could something you love feel so wrong but you love it so much? "ZAYN"! I yelled without meaning to be too loud. He jumped and then looked back at me. \

"Babe i'm sorry i..i.. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE OKAY! DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS DYING FOR THIS THING. HUH? I NEED IT OKAY IT HELPS ME DESTRESS". "What are u freaking kidding me?! OH MY GOD IM SO DONE ZAYN YOU DON'T KNOW HOW FRUSTRATING THIS IS WATCHING FALL BACK INTO YOUR STUPID IDIOTIC FUC-" "DONT YOU DARE SWEAR AT ME RALEIGH YOU REALLY THINK PUTTING UP WITH.. WITH-" "WITH WHAT ZAYN HUH JUST SAY IT"!! "FINE!! YOUR STUPID SHIT OKAY FUCKING DEALING WITH IT!! I'M TIRED OF IT OKAY I....I.. I DON'T UGHH-". 

"FINE THEN I'LL MAKE IT EASIER FOR YOU". "Wait what do you mean"? I picked up his pack of cigarettes and threw it at him. "Call me when you stop smoking". "Raleigh no please..dont go im begging you". As i turned my back he grabbed my hand but i pulled away and went to get my stuff.

 I didn't realize I had tears streaming down my face when i left his bedroom. As i walked into the living room he had his head in his hands. When i tried to got to the door he grabbed my hand again and said "Raleigh please PLEASE DON'T GO I..I.. I didn't mean it I swear i was mad i shouldn't have taken it out on you". "Zayn i just need some time" 

I wiped the tear going down my cheek and left.