Noticed

The Scars

I was so nervous about Claire coming over, I didn't know what to do or wether I could control myself. For peak sakes I'm still a vampire and so is my family!! Was this a mistake?

The door bell rang, I knew it was to late, so of course I ran down stairs and beat my annoying brother Zach to the door. "Hey!" I said a little to loud. Claire laughed and walked in my house holding a big bag.

She looked at me and smiled "where's your room?" She asked a little nervously.

"Upstairs" I said blushing a little bit. She grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs to my room and we both landed on my queen sized black bed.

We both laughed and looked at each other for a while still smiling. Claire was just so beautiful and it didn't help when you looked at her grey eyes and golden hair that I swear is golder than goldy locks hair. That she looked like she was sent from heaven. We talked for awhile till finally I asked what was in the bag she brought. She lit up and smiled, she opened the bag and dumped everything in the bag on the floor.

"Wow what's all this?" I asked excited, she giggled "isn't it obvious? Girl magazines, junk food, and the full seasons of "Supernatural". I swear I was in love, "Wow, we just have a lot in common don't we?" She giggled again and I swear I saw a small blush which made her more cute then usual. That's when I did it, I got the courage and asked her the most scariest question that I had on my mind. "Do you got a boyfriend or something?" I looked away shy then ever. "No, I'm not interested in guys really."

I looked straight at her with hopeful eyes, she looked at me and smiled in fact I have a crush on this girl, who happens to be amazing and perfect to me. She lifted her hand and grabbed my face and I could see she was leaning in but I didn't, I was staring at something else. She stopped and looked at where my gaze was, straight where her hand was on my face I saw scars all over her wrists. How could I not have seen them before. I looked at her, she dropped her hand and was about to leave, but I grabbed her and placed her on my lap. "We gotta talk."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Claire tried to pull away from me but I didn't let her. I can't say I haven't dealt with my own depression. In case it wasn't obvious I'm 17 years old and having Claire in the same grade as me ment she must be to, anyway I dealt with this for 15 years because I felt like a freak being a vampire and I punished myself with silver razors that could actually hurt a vampire. I kinda stole one from my dad when I couldn't take the pain away. I looked at Claire it was about 2 weeks ago sense the first day at school where I met her and we already gotten really close.

"Claire why are you hurting yourself?"

I saw Claire sigh very deeply before sitting on my bed, she looked at me with sad broken eyes that I just wanted to hold her.

"My-My dad hits me and emotionally abuses me."

I froze for a moment trying not to let my anger seep through till I felt some other person..or thing inside growl out "No!!!"

Claire jumped up and stared at me in fear as I stood there wide eyed and shocked myself. I tried to reach for Claire but she backed away.

"I'm so sorry I said something." She left the room and went downstairs. I followed her trying to apologize but she told me she needed space and left.

I got so frustrated that i punched the wall by the door. What is wrong with me?! I rushed upstairs to my room and layed in my bed. I think I'll call Katie later and ask her what she thinks, as I was thinking I heard another voice speak that shook me.

'We must make mate feel better'

"Who are you?" I was shaking thinking I lost it.

'You"ll know soon'

And just like that the voice was gone. Great I find my mate but lost my sanity, what else could go wrong?