I Can Fix Your Confusion - boyxboy

Chapter Fifteen:

MIchael's POV:

I wake up, feeling uneasy. I look down a little to see Zaid snuggled really close to me so I can't see his face. I don't really remember going to sleep. I just remember..... Me about to do Zaid into the sheets, and then having to piss, after that I cannot remember.

I just black out and had the weirdest oldest, dream ever to come to mind.i shake my head and get up quietly so I don't wake up. I look down at him again but, see that he is already awake staring at me.

"Uuh, hey your up, sorry I didn't;t mean to wake you up.I whisper to him kissing his head. I start to get out of the bed but, he pulls me back so i don't leave him. I turn and look at him and see that he has a expression on his face and then, it's gone in a blink of an eye. I frown,

"What's the matter? You have a nightmare or something?" I ask getting back in bed and hugging him close. I didn't like it when he had night mares. I have to see his face afterwards. He shakes his head and I sigh in relief.

"I was just think about what happened last night. Do you remember anything? You were um, upset after you came from the bathroom." He said quietly, and I'm shocked. I was upset? For what? I don't remember anything happening, or anyone coming over.

I start to think and then there is a knock at the door. I get up and go to the door. "Yes?" I wait awhile until i hear Sadie as open the door. Now, I'm really confused, I open it seeing as Zaid and I are dressed.

She walks in and i'm shocked once again for the second time in 5 minutes. Her and Kimmy come in with Zaid's Mom. I look confused until Zaid pulls me to the bed. What is this a intervention?! I'm not even showered, or dressed! Ugh.

I whine and move Zaid over. "Is this some type of intervention or something?" I ask looking at everyone. Mama, Zaid, Sadarie, and Kimmy just look at me with sad eyes.

"Michael, Your past is coming back to hunt you. I know you think you had a dream, but you where re-living everything you said in it." Zaid said looking away from me. I frown. Whats is he talking about? My dream?

I turn his face to me to see him with tear in his eyes. I sigh. "I don't understand." I say quietly. I hear shuffling and turn to see that Sadie was coming over to me and him. She sits next to me an sighs.

"I think I can help with that part. Mikey it isn't your fault okay?" She said hugging me and i stiffing. What is she talking about? How can she say that? "I push her off me easy so she doesn't take it the wrong way. "Look Sadie I still don't understand what you and everyone else is talking about okay?" I say put my hands on my face.

"IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT I GOT RAPED!! So leave it ALONE! Stop thinking it is Okay?! Please" She said bursting into tears, yelling at me. I looked at her shocked. I get up and sigh. I don't want to hear this shit!

"Mikey! Where are you going?" Mama asked. I just look at her emotionless. I look at Sadie hugging Kimmy and just turn and walk out of Zaid's room. "Away." I whisper and put on my pants and shirt and dip out the house to my car.

It is my fault.

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Oh damn :\ my BABY SADARIEEE NOOO !! oh man *sigh* where the hell is Michael think he is going.?!

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-Alex