Depressing Story Songs

Tears turn Red

If the song doesn't show, then it's Dream by Rabpit from Deemo
Everyone has different reading speeds. Some are slow, fast, or just right. Except for fast or just right, I tested it, and my story is longer than the song. So if the song ends, just keep reading.
When I give the cue "START" , you start the song and immediately start reading.
Except for the fantasy stuff, all if these stories are going to be based/represented on my past.
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Starting setting (S.S): I'm in the deep dark woods with blood red mist covering the ground. There are ropes hanging from all the trees and there are razor blades for leaves. There are also dead things on the ground. I'm walking with my feet in a "river". I didn't know this, but there was always a black cat with one red and one colorfull eye following me the whole way.
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START
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Chains are locked on my wrists, ankles, waist, and neck as I walk slowly with my feet in a "river" alone. I am pretty used to being alone. I became anti-social. Before, people didn't like me. I couldn't fit in no matter how much I changed my look or even my personality. I was constantly bullied no matter what. It happened so much... I just wanted to DIE. My parents didn't know much either. The only thing that relieved me was cutting, it dealt with my pain inside. I stopped walking and I went on the blood mist covered land. I went up to a tree and gently ran my fingers through its razor leaves. I saw a beautiful red trickle down my skin. I loved it. I gently touched the rope on the tree and tugged on it a little. I smiled a tiny bit.
The setting suddenly changed to it being dark and with people walking passed me as I hugged my knees and buried my face into them. I heard a clock tick as time went by. They didn't even glance at me. They IGNORED me. I just wished to be social and have actual friends, people, and a decent family that will be there for me when I needed them. Through the darkness, I saw a faint light. I quickly got up and started walking to it. The walking became running, the running became sprinting. The light got brighter and brighter.
I was in another setting were I had friends caring for me. We were chatting. I was smiling! I was actually enjoying myself.
I went to another setting where it changed me in a beautiful white dress and I was dancing in a field of different pretty flowers. I was giggling. But something felt weird.
I learned that you can't stay happy forever.
The flowers wilted, the sky turned dark, my friends disappeared and I was back in the forest I was before. I thought I was tricked and betrayed again. I was sitting down with my knees to my chest. There was something in my hand. I opened it, there was a razor blade. I smirked. The river of tears...my tears, Slowly became red...