The secret life of April Chaudhry

Chapter 9

5/3/16

I think I am having thoughts of committing. This is the first time I've ever actually admitted to anyone or thing. Singing really calms my nerves. I wish I could do it more without anyone judging me or telling how to do it. Today in gym class my "friend"(I really don't know what she is) Kylie said, while we were playing basketball talking about LA, she hated herself because she wasn't athletic. Why would someone just blurt something like that out? I think she wanted attention. Anyway, u said I didn't believe her because if she really hates herself. She would either be taking meds, getting therapy, or in the worst case trying to commit. I don't think I should have said anything. I really don't know how to fix this. Someone help me!!!