5-3-16

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To start off, I apologize for not updating lately for those of you that actually do read my writing. Also those who have a past with self harm or drug addiction, this may be a "trigger" so proceed with caution... Please?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~As much as I tried to avoid this, I physically couldn't any more. The picture above is of my ex boyfriend, Dylan Caperell. About 3 weeks ago, he called me overdosed on Meth asking for help. I did everything in my power to keep him alive even though I really wanted nothing to do with him anymore. He was an ex for a reason, but I wasn't just going to let him die. He did live. However, on Saturday 4-30-16, I got another call from someone I had no intentions of talking to ever again that was a mutual friend of Dylan and I. He had shot himself in the head with his gun and he actually did kill himself that time. Although we did have our differences and he was an ex, I do hope he rests in peace and I, as much as I hate to admit this, I will miss him. He was too young to go.
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Although he isn't the first person that I've personally lost to suicide, it's never easy. For those who want to talk either about my personal experiences or your own, I am more than willing to talk to you. We can get through this.

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