Well, I Don't Know

Capter 2

I woke up feeling dizzy, looking at the clock I realise that I had woken up at 4 am an hour before I usually do. So I put on my running clothes and went downstairs, out the door and went for my usual morning jog. But doing it this early was cold and I felt really Anne while doing it.

When I got back to my house it was 5.15 so I went up for a cold shower. I dried myself with a towel and changed into my school uniform, it was dark green and white. I emptied my bag and refilled it with everything I needed for today and then I went out and started walking to school. Sense I'm always the first student no one ever hurts me before school.

I went into my classroom and saw a paper in the back where I always sit I picked it up and it only said Fucking Faggot on it, sadly I knew it was meant for me cause I'm the only one person in this small school that is called faggot all the time. It it quite sad when you think about it but that's fine cause I know how worthless I truly am now and I never go around thinking I am worth more than I actually am. The only bad thing is that I get way more attention than I deserve.

The first people that comes in after me is Luke Hemmings and Michael Clifford. I stand up Cause I know exactly what's gonna happened. Luck punches me down while Michael kicks me. I feel punches get thrown at me and after a few minutes I can hear a giggle that everyone knows who it's from, none other than Ashton Irwin walked in"can I join?" He asks, he has always been so polite I hope he is as happy as he seems cause he really is a good person."The more the merrier" I'm guessing Michael answers him and I can feel the impact on my body getting worse.

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I wake up in the nurses office, I only know this cause I've been here so many times. The room looks a lot like the doctors rooms in children hospitals only difference is that it isn't a doctor working here it's just a nurse. When I start to look around I realise that there is a bandage on my arm and one on my leg."he's awake" I hear someone say and behind me is no other than Luke Hemmings himself.

I stare at him as the nurse comes in again."you can leave now" he stands up and leave "do you know why he brought you here, do you think he could be onto something?" I'm not sure so I just shake my head. Luke comes back in and I suddenly feel dizzy so I stand up than bend over the bin in the corner of the room. I start to what feels like throwing up but only saliva and blood comes up. "When was the last time you ate?" "A few days ago, not to long though"I respond without thinking about that Hemmings is in the room, he's gonna tell everyone so that they can laugh at me.

I turn around. She sakes her head and Luke just stairs at me mouth agape, absolutely gobsmacked. "Well the cafeteria is not open and you just threw up all your body have so I would recommend the store across the street from the school."I'll take him" Hemmings say quite fast as I was about to respond.
"Okay you should go now" she says and Luke stands up.

We walk out the door and through the corridors. When we leave the school I start going home and he seems to actually want to buy something so I leave him there trying not to make to much sound as I speed walk across the street so that I can get on the right road to my place. " hey where are you going?" I hear the voice behind me and I really can't handle getting hurt again I need to sleep or I'm gonna faint and that is a way to easy way out. I turn round to see Luke looking disappointed, fuck I don't wanna make him sad."I'm going home""but you need to eat the nurse said that" "bye" I said a bit aggressively before I started to awkwardly halting away.

I only walked for about 5 minutes before a car horn beeped beside me, in the drivers seat sat none other than Luke.
"what are you doing?"
"I told her I would get some food inside of you and I would feel pretty shit lying to her"
"I can eat myself"
"at least let me drive you"
I jumped into the passenger seat and told him where to drive and it was a good 15 minutes before we got there and every second felt like an eternity with the silence that was filling his car.
"Thanks I think I can walk the rest of the way" I said when we were right next to the rich neighbourhood. I've never been so happy to live next to working class people.

I got out and walked a road that would only make my way home longer but I really don't want him to tell everyone where I live, cause if he did I would get beaten in my sleep.

I open the door "Why the fuck are you here so early aren't you supposed to be I school" it's impressive that she knew it was me even though she left the door unlocked."I'm sorry" I whispered when she came into the room. She was furious and I knew it so I ran up the stairs and into my room and locked the door.

I picked up a pencil and a paper and sat down on the floor and started to draw and when I was finished I looked at it and realised that I had subconsciously drawn a picture of Luke Hemmings.