The pain of love

Everyday i have the same old thoughts,

Why am i stil in love with you?

Why cant i let go?

We will never be together again, So why are you on my mind?

Tears i try to hold back as i tell myself your not worth it,

But then i remember when you said forever and for always,

What happend to that dream,

I remember when you said that without me you would die,

How come your still alive then?

My friends say i should forget you

But they dont undersatnd you cant forget the one that you love,

I lay on my bed remembering all those times you made me laugh,

And i think to myself what is wrong with me

Have i lost my mind?

I cant get you out of my head.

When it seems as if im okay my heart screams with sadness yelling

" HELP!!!!!!! im broken"

Then it starts all over again,

tears fill my eyes and in seconds they are rolling down my cheeks

I find my self crying, yelling

"HELP me im in love"

I thought it would last forever but i should have listened

It crumbled and you didnt even care,

Now there is nothing in thise world that can mend my heart,

Nothing but love and only the kind of love i have for you.

I hope you enjoy life without me,

but just remember I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

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this is just a little something i wrote while i was in my end of year exams.

i hope you guys enjoy it :) plz comment.