A BOOK FOR VKOOK

Déjà vu

Déjà vu 😊😇

|Jungkook POV|

March, 2012.... back then, I suffer from a great misfortune.. not literally but sort of. That day I thought my0 world was going to crash into pieces... my boyfriend for 4 years break up with me and leave me for another guy. I didn't know what the hell I did to deserve that kind of punishment. I feel angry, I feel betrayed and the most feelings I had at that time is over loaded sadness... I still love him. Seconds past, I feel lifeless but I still manage to walk. I don't even know where am I going to start with, I don't even spare glances to the people I had walk to.. I just don't feel it.. I continue walking until my feet drag me to a bridge. Yes! You read that right a fucking bridge; I just imitate what I have watched on the movie, wherein the protagonist jumps off the bridge. At that time I'm too depressed. I'm not on my right mind so being a stubborn kid like me I just closed my eyes and feel the peaceful atmosphere that I had......

"Mingyu why did you leave me huh?" I sigh. Those words are the only thing I said before I jump off the bridge. Water from the river slowly eats me up and I drown---- almost...

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Flashback ends~

"That's it Tae, that's it.... and once again thank you for saving my life. I'm very glad that I meet someone like you and finally end up with you too. I love you Tae." He hides his reddening cheeks from the said guy because even though they had built up 4 years of strong relationship, Kookie is still embarrassed when he will say sweet things to his boyfriend.

"I love you too Kookie. And can you please stop hiding your face from me. I know that you're blushing right know babe" a sly smirk was formed on the older's lips.

"Aish!!! Hyuuuuuuung!" the younger whined as he keeps on covering his tomato-like face.

"Babe, put your hands down, ne?"

"Arasseo"

"Babe look at me.. I will never ever let that nightmare happen again, Promise!"

"yeah, yeah I know Tae, I trust you more than I trust myself"

Those words stab the heart of the older one.

"Good night Kookie"

"Night night hyung"

Soft snores will be heard on the younger's mouth after those sweet antics he said to his lover. Tae can't help it and he just chuckle at the scene.. "You're too cute babe. Sometimes I'm wondering what will I'm going to do with you" he whispered on the latter's ear and added "Sleep well. Always remember that I had loved you Kookie-yah... Saranghae" he kisses the bunny's forehead one more time-----hana, dul, set .... those little tears flow like a river on Taehyung's eyes. He just keeps on crying.

He then voiced out his thoughts "I will miss you so sooo much. Sorry Jungkook but I can't keep my promises. Sorry..."

That were the last words coming from Tae's lips before he get his luggage and close the door to their shared room.

"I'm silently, quietly hoping that you will still end up with me" Kookie keeps on crying that night. He's awake all along, he have heard every words coming from Tae. This is another heart breaking moment for him.

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A/N thanks for reading!☺

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